athirah's words

2008-11-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

OH! Haha by the way,
I moved.
www.bimboexpress.blogspot.com
Relink please and thank you.
I'm sorry I'm too busy to go around telling people.

Have a great day, goodlookings.
BYE.

2008-11-24T20:42:00.004+08:00

The way we talk-The Maine

Met LeXuan under her block.
Her dad drove us to East coast.
Ohmygod.
Did I just say ohmygod?
Yes, I did and LeXuan's dad isn't here to say anything xD

Now i know where Lex gets her lameness from :P
So we went to the pit.
Met her friends and her friends' friends.
Uh let me remember.
Nowell, Nowell, Kai juan, Nin Xing, Tessa, Afiq, Aidan, Melanie.
I think that's all.

We played Taidee and bluff.
I'm sorry to say they suck at cards.
LOL.

The bbq was a bust.
We were doing well for awhile.
Then the fire when whoosh.
So we went to the arcade.

Played stupid games.
Won LeXuan at both races and shooting game.
Ahahaha.
Then played something that was like DJmax but must press big buttons.
Got owned by Afiq.
First he beat us by 2%, then 10%, then 20%.
Pro? I think so.

After that went bowling.
Well, I didn't bowl.
I just cheered :D
Balls in the alley were being felt over and over!
Cause according to the guys, you have to FEEEEEEL THE BALL.

Amri and Miza came!
Bowled a bit.

WENT OFF.

Not as great as I expected but its aight.

On a sidenote,
I STILL FIND IT GAY TO USE A PINK FONT.
Sheeesh.
Boys please stick to BLUE.

Bye lord of the losers.

I am moody and I miss Hazwan.
Damn ):

You're as weak as the hearts you break.

2008-11-23T23:13:00.002+08:00

Bullets-Augustana

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIEL ROBERTO NAVAS.
ARIEL BABY BESTIE.
Hahaha.

Yesterday went shopping with Lex! (:
We were so retarded la.
It took my mind off things.
We were making ads at fairprice, HOW SO VERY SPASTIC.

Today went to Ariel's house!
Heehee surprise party planned by Ariel's brother, Eduardo.
Blew up balloons and put them on sticks.
ARIEL FELL TO THE FLOOR IN SHOCK!

We wanted to rent a video.
It said will be back at 5.
Then there was a paper.
leave a msg, your name, contact number.
We wrote "Hi i am blonde i am sexy and i like you"

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Of course we didn't leave our name and contact number.
He'll obviously call us back.

We watched ME, YOU AND DUPREE!
Damn funny la.

And if you have time, please check out Terry's barsoap!
ITS ALWAYS WITH HIM.
Today we used his soap alot xD
HAHA.
NO LA.
HIS PHONE IS FAT AND WHITE AND IT LOOKS LIKE SOAP :D

On a sidenote, Kahkent was shopping with a girl.
He bought bread.
AHAHHAHA.
Kay whatever.

Saiba, Ariel, Terry and I had pink hair today.
We probably looked like an upside down flamingo.
FLIPPING FLAMINGOES.
LOL SHAWN. (inside outside around joke)

Haha no offence to anderson sec sch but in short, its ASS.
I'm sorry, boredom turns even the coolest people lame (me)
And the lamest people even more lame (Azhar)

AthirahAriffin. says:
Haha you me and?
AthirahAriffin. says:
dupree?
AthirahAriffin. says:
HAHAHAHA
MD3 says:
eh
MD3 says:
u want him to come?
MD3 says:
shit
MD3 says:
but i nt that close to him
AthirahAriffin. says:
HUH?!?!
AthirahAriffin. says:
ITS A SHOW
AthirahAriffin. says:
HAHAHAA
AthirahAriffin. says:
I JUST WATCHED IT TODAY.
MD3 says:
no no
MD3 says:
got this guy
MD3 says:
lim du pree
AthirahAriffin. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
MD3 says:
u want him to come?
AthirahAriffin. says:
NO ITS OKAY
AthirahAriffin. says:
I DONT KNOW HIM AT ALL

Anyway, Can't wait for Lx's bbq tmr.
Eggziting.
I miss egging with Soniya.
Haha.

Hazwan is on a plane.
I hope he's alright.
The weather was scary just now.
I'm quitevery worried.

Bye ugly betties.

Is this the real you?

2008-11-22T18:18:00.002+08:00

Its best if I keep quiet.

I'll suck it up and deal with it.

This time, not because you told me to.

But because I'd rather feel the hurt alone,

Then to let you feel it too.

You always say things that hurt me when you're angry.

I wonder if you ever think about me when you're saying those things.

You say sorry and expect everything to be okay?

Its not okay.

I'm not okay.

But its best I keep quiet.

& Move along anyway.

2008-11-21T21:32:00.002+08:00

All I want-Susie Suh

Hello my dear readers.

So today was running late for string.
But then....
I got distracted and looked at the boys in Tk playing soccer while walking to the foyer.
They were having a match I think.

Yeah so I think I was smiling to myself.
AND THEN THERE WAS THIS MALE TEACHER.
HE SAW ME DOING WHAT I WAS DOING.
And he laughed. AT ME.

Paiseh -.-
What a loser I am.

The performance went well.
I think the VIPs were paying more attention to us then the cocktail.
Which is well, yeah, AWESOME.
Haha. They were impressed :D
And Mr Lee was happy with our playing.

I felt kind of nervous with the cameras flashing and stuff.
Poor Juliette, she was blocked by the ugly pillar.
Stupid pillar.

My vibrato sucks so bad.
Thank you Eleanor and Gloria for helping me with it.
Hahaha.

I feel like buying a new violin.
I have stopped loving my current violin.
Then again, when did I start?
LOL.

Okay whatever.
I miss my piano.
I shall play it more (:

Rossafiq thought me what masturbate is in malay.
Muhammad thought me what masturbate is in chinese.
Hahahahaha don't ask -.-
DONT LAUGH LA. I BET YOU DON'T KNOW ALSO OKAY.

You don't understand that what you do affects us.
You don't understand that we care a lot about you.
You don't understand that we promised to always be there for you.
You don't understand that we will be there whether you want us to be or not.
You don't understand that we LOVE you.
& I don't understand why.

Bye pretty people.

In the end, I still want the same things.

2008-11-19T23:45:00.002+08:00

Bad girl-Danity Kane

STAYED IN SCHOOL TILL 7.30 TODAY.
WTH.
Haha.
Today was tiring but fun.
Well boring too.

The only fun part was making stupid faces and dancing with Adlina.
Mr Lee was like, "YEAH, DANCE!"
Hahaha. I think he was very happy to see us enjoying the music.
Although we were distracting the performers.
Oops?
Heeeee :D

Didn't bring my music score so had to scissors paper stone with Clara.
Loser sits with Jasmine, ALL THE WAY IN FRONT.
THE FIRST DESK!
*HORROR SOUNDS*
Hahaha.
I lost -.-

They had to force me to move.
LOL.
I was damn nervous xD
But it was okay la.

BYE.

They're out to get you.

2008-11-18T19:15:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Did you know that One Tree Hill is good for your heart and great for your soul? (:

Ratana is retarded.
We have a retarded handshake.
Its so retarded that all the little kids would be jealous.

And those Vjc boys can say goodbye to their almost as retarded handshake.
Cause well, ours is EXTRA retarded.

We were at popular when Ratana got a phone call.
RESULTS WERE OUT TODAY, A DAY EARLY.

WE RUSHED (lookingstupidwhenrunninginpopularandtalkingexcitedly) TO MCS AND USED THE WIRELESS.

(Hee, I brought my sexy laptop to school)

I bet you're wondering, what class is THE AWESOME ATHIRAH going to?
3E1.
Yes, its the econs class.
I can be the ECONOMIST.
Hoho. Sounds sexy.

Okay so today I say,

Goodbye my wives, fiancees, scandals, dirty mistresses and what not.

Goodbye my ~~ugly~~ gorgeous, ~~noisy~~ enthusiastic, ~~lame~~ funny, FREAKING AWESOME CLASSMATES.

Goodbye 2E7.

Sad songs that play in my head.

2008-11-17T20:04:00.001+08:00

It hurts-Angels and Airwaves

I'm really not okay.

Fahmi talked to me yesterday.
Haven't talked to him in a long time.
I just realised I miss talking to him man.
Mr Haha.
(:

I was in the den doing a sun when guess who passes by.
I thought I was dreaming or imagining things.
I continued doing the sun for 2 seconds but then,
I ran out of the den.

OHMYGOD.
We started screaming and hugging.

Kimmie Marie Cumming.
I freaking missed you.

Went to lunch with the lunch gang.
Mingmin and Ratana!

After string, got kind of hyper after drinking redbull with them and gloria.
Ratana was nuts with the can in her hand.
Gloria: Must be high cause of the redbull!
Ratana: Butbutbut I havent even drank it!!!
Athirah: pfffffffffffffftAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

Nurul Syazwani (sorry sorry strawberry buddy) and I talked over the phone.
I really missed her.
And she was so retarded la.
Made me laugh so much.
I love her la.
She's a kickass bestfriend.

I'd do anything to distract myself from what I'm feeling inside.

2008-11-16T23:51:00.003+08:00

Friends and alibis-Escape the fate

All hail me.
Owner of this pretty jacket.
Not just pretty.

THE PRETTIEST.

Yes. I was as happy as a fat kid getting a huge lollipop (:
Was I grinning like an idiot?

HELL YEAH.

Yes, when I am upset, pretty things make me happy.
And I do feel better after buying the jacket.
Yes, $130 was worth it cause i feel alot better.

And I really need to thank everyone who has been there for me alot lately.
Thank you.
I really love you guys la.

There's too many names to mention but you guys know who you are.
I swear, I have the awesomest friends in the planet ;)

Shalyn, my dear wife, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.
I WANTED TO WISH YOU AT 12 BUT I CHECKED MY PHONEBOOK AND WELL,
APPARENTLY YOUR NUMBER WAS SAVED IN MY OLD PHONE, NOT MY SIM.
I'M SORRY.
I LOVE YOU, POKER.
(:

And i changed my skin.
Don't ask.

I'm thinking of changing my link or making my blog private.
I know there's a lot of people reading my blog.
Rolls eyes.

Oh, I hate to be the one to bear the bad news
Yes, it is true
I finally fell in love
I fell so hard that I'm killing myself
Yes, I need out
Out of this grave that I've dug.

And well now its back to the same old depressing songs.

2008-11-15T01:14:00.004+08:00

I'm still thinking about us.

Things would be a whole lot easier

If I didn't love you this much.

And maybe if its meant to be,

One day,

It'll be back to you and me.

Cause I, still love you the same.

Will still love you,

Like I do.

Like I always,

Always,

do.

2008-11-14T17:27:00.001+08:00

Enough.

2008-11-13T21:44:00.003+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Can't tell you, Its a secret.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Yes but that boy must be Hazwan (:
Hahaha.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
No need to wait laaa. Everybody loves me too much to make me wait ^^

4. What would you do with a 50cents?
Give it to 50 cent. HAHA.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Hmmmm, is my best friend hot? HAHA. I won't laaa. They're all girls (: And I'm in love with Hazwan.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone cause I'm damn sure everybody loves me :P

7. List out 5 favourite things that u like + 3 things of yourself:
a) Phone
b) Laptop
c) One Tree Hill
d) Gossip Girl
e) 90210

3 things:
a) What's cooler than being cool, being me!
b) What's hotter than being hott, being me!
c) What's better than being me, nothing else in the world!

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
The moment my mother said I could by that ESPRIT JACKET.

10. What makes you sad?
The feeling of losing someone you love. Sigh.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Through a mirror. HA TO THE HA.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Standard la. My family and friends.

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
Faith in God.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Haha idiot. Marry a rich guy la.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Is white a colour? I don't think so. I like Green. Explains why I'm in TKG.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
Why pick if I can have both? AHAHAHAHA. What only eh.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
No. I wouldn't forgive and I sure as hell wouldn't forget it.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I like you. HAHA.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends ,which will you choose?
Clothes over bros or hos. LOL I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT CAUSE I REALLY WANT THAT JACKET.

20. Will you fall soon?
Nope. I AM VERY POISED. AHAHAHAHA.

5 people I will pass this to:
1)RATANA LAU.
2)SHALEEN.
3)LEXUAN.
4)EMDY.
5)FAIZUL.

YOU HAVE TO DO IT.
AND HAH FAIZUL, NOW YOU HAVE TO UPDATE YOUR BLOG.

Okay whatever.

NOW ON TO SLC!

ON 11 NOV WAS THE GAMES.
IT WAS SO GROSS BUT DAMN FUN.

The start of the game was the FROZEN T-SHIRT.
They froze a T-shirt.
We had to break the ice and defrost it.
Of course we managed to do it cause we're so HOT!
Then someone had to put the shirt on to get the next clue.
Lucky me -.-
HAHAHAHA.
I WAS FREEZING IN THE SHIRT.

Then we had to rearrange a puzzle.
We had to sing some stuff. Damn retarded.

We had to drop an egg from the third floor.
WE WERE SO SURE THAT IT WOULDNT BREAK.
BUT IT HIT THE SECOND FLOOR RAILING.
SO WE WERE LIKE, DAMN IT!!
Hahahaa.
OUR DESIGN WAS SO GOOD OKAY.
Pfft. stupid railing.

We played live floozeball (dont know how to spell).
You know the game with the ball and little people kicking it?
The one you have to spin the thing?
Yeah. THE LIVE VERSION.
My pole partner was Li Xiang.
HAHA. FUNFUNFUN.
But so violent D:

RATANA HAD A GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY TO FRENCH KISS ME.
HAHAHAHA.
The game was like this.
You sit opposite a person and try to eat an apple hanging from a pole, together.
I couldnt do it laaa.
Damn hard!
So rachel tried to help me out (:
THE GUYS LOOKED DAMN CUTE EATING THE APPLE.
IT WAS HILARIOUS.

We had to make a sandwich together.
In my team was Ratana, Rachel, Joel and Collin.
LOL IT WAS SO RETARDED.
Ratana, Rachel and I were blind folded while Joel and Collin gave us instructions.
The stuff was all cold and we had to feel our way.
IN THE END, WE HAD TO SHARE THE SANDWICH.
WHICH WAS WET AND COLD AND GROSS.
I didn't want to eat it but then the question popped up from one of the guys,
"Are you part of the team?"
Then I HAD TO TAKE A BITE.
It was horribly gross but oh, what satisfaction.
xD

There was the chair game and the caterpillar game but that doesn't need much elaboration.

Overall, it was really fun.
I'm gonna miss Group 7.
They were an awesome bunch (:

TODAY!
Went out with Amri, Fatin and Lex.
LEX WAS LATE.
We were supposed to meet at 11,
She woke up at 11.05.
AHAHA.

So we met up with Nawirah and Syiqin at SGH for awhile.
Brings back good memories (:

Then went to ORCHARD.
Watched madagascar 2.
AND WENT SHOPPING!!!!

OHMYGOD.

THAT ESPRIT JACKET.
I'M GETTING IT.
$129.90
BUT HELL YEAH, I'M STILL GETTING IT.
I swear, I won't regret.

I am sad today.
Ariel, Sheril, LeXuan, Amriyatul, Fatin, Syiqin, Nawirah, Muhammad, Shafiq, Faizul, Ratana, Syasya, Rossafiq, Sharifah, Syadzwan, Zheng Xian, Mommy, Daddy, Dayana, Abang, Hazwan.
One way or the other, you guys made me smile, even if it was something stupid.

I miss NURUL SYAZWANI SUDIRMAN ):
I want to see my bestfriend.
BYE.

I break down.

2008-11-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

Athirah Ariffin had fun today with Group 7 in TJC.
Athirah Ariffin got a job at Action City at her second try.
Athirah Ariffin managed to convince people to buy fake bread.
Athirah Ariffin went into a haunted boys toilet.
Athirah Ariffin made new friends.
Athirah Ariffin found today exciting.
Athirah Ariffin got to see Hazwan.
Athirah Ariffin is was a happy girl.
(:

You mean the world to me and more.

2008-11-09T12:27:00.006+08:00

Say hello to the SECOND sexiest (thank you, lexuan for correcting my mistake. I AM the sexiest.) thing on earth: SONY ERICSSON XPERIA X1.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YFCfcsu4Czc

Yes, go check it out because I want it so badly.
If you got it, go and die.
If you want it, TOO BAD, ITS MINE.
(:

This is so worth obsessing about.
I must have it.

Might or might not update later.
Shall continue to obsess over this phone in the meantime.

Okay I feel like updating :D
So here I am... updating?
Hahaha.

I LOVE looking at pictures people put up on their blog.
You can be amazed at the number of comments you can get on ONE picture.
I have a particular picture which I saved because I thought it was the funniest shiz in the world.
Sharifah and I have been laughing like idiots.

&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
why are you such an ass athirah?
&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
so mean you know
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
ahahahaha
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
Cause I'm athirah xD
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
and ______ looks a bit tempang
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
hahahahahaaaahahahahahahahaha
&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
HAHAHHA
&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
setan sia
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
no, she doesnt look like setan!
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
She just looks like she's limping
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
AHAHAHAHHA TOO MANY HOUSES, KAKI SAKIT
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
no
&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
you setan
&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
BASKET!!

&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
athirah athirah
&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
when will you learn to be less lame?
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
Haha when I get healed from a broken heart!
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
GET IT?
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
haha
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
LAME=BROKEN PART, IN THIS CASE THE HEART.
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
AHAHAHAHAHHAA
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
SO FUNNY
&Querote - It's over for now. I hope. says:
youre really very lame

And some of you might be wondering,

Why isn't my convos as interesting as hers?

Well,

1. You're not me.

2. IT WOULD ONLY BE INTERESTING IF I'M IN YOUR CONVO.

AHAHAHAHA.

Okay whatever.

Some minah in madrasah said I was fair as if it was a bad thing.

Its "Who is the FAIREST of them all?"

NOT "Who is the DARKEST of them all?" in that FAIRytale.

P.s. LeXuan admitted to me that she HATES her face. "I HATE IT. I HATE IT. I HATE IT", says Tan Le Xuan over the phone.

Ta.

You wish you could have it this good.

2008-11-08T00:48:00.004+08:00

Hahahello.

I have a secret addiction.
Not many people know.
Yes that secret holds a powerful fact about me.
Want to know what it is?

Deep, deep, deep down inside,
Underneathe the layers of ultimate coolness that I am,
I am actually like everybody else,
I am... YOUR FATHER.
AHAHA. WTH. NO THAT WASN'T IT.
You just dream on if you think I'm gonna make my secret public.

So my violin skills improved.
I'm really happy about that.
I could actually play bar 13.
Yes, I was like holy moly cow crap.
I managed to play it.
Maybe it helped that I was sitting beside Joy who plays like woah.
And it feels kind of different sitting in second row.
(:

Oh I probably didn't tell you.
"HOLY SHIT!"-Dayana
"Watch your language. Don't say such things!"-Daddy
"Yeah dayana, Watch your language! The only shit that is holy is the one that come's out of MY ass"-Yours truly

HAHA.

Okay so maybe that wasn't funny.
And it made my sister to want to eat my head?

Meet my Hott Fiancee, Syiqin. She'll make you go TITSSSS OW! -.-

Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
HAHA TOO BAD TURTLES AREN'T HOT!
study with me please ? says:
they can be hot too! just stand beside amri.(OR ME , if u want to be burned)
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
HAHAHAHAHA
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
tsss au.
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
panas sey
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
hahahahahaha
study with me please ? says:
LOL!
study with me please ? says:
i was figuring out wad tssssssss au is.
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
HAHA
study with me please ? says:
i tot it was titttttttttttts owww
Hello, I am Hazwan's girl (: Mrs Mushy. says:
TITS?

*Panas is Hot and I'm guessing you know what's Tits?

Okay whatever. That word grosses me out. For some weird reason.

Hah.

I know Syiqin's dirty little secret.

How so very dirty.

MUAHAHAHA.

And I do not have a horny grin la wth.

I'm so innocent (:

Sheril is going to Brunei to sing Chan Mali Chan.

How interesting.

I wish i could hear it!

I miss that old folks home.

I miss the people there.

I miss their smiles.

I miss their smells.

I miss serving them food.

I miss cleaning their dishes.

I miss sweeping the floor.

I miss washing the toilet.

I miss being spray girl.

I miss my partner, scrub boy.

I miss that old folks home.

& I never thought I would.

You wish you could stand up.

2008-11-06T14:33:00.002+08:00

When friends drift apart.

2008-11-06T01:27:00.002+08:00

Never miss a beat-Kaiser Chiefs

We like it wet.
Haha. Okay so the day we've been waiting for finally came.
I guess you could say yesterday was WILD WILD WET.
So half of HOC didn't show up, which is kind of well, PATHETIC.
Next time you guys want an outing, you can count on me not to organise it.
(:

So anyway, IT WAS STILL THE BOMB.
THE WETTEST DAMN BOMB IN THE WORLD.

Sat around and we started making the COCKtail.
Best cocktail ever tasted. HAHA.
It was RURY'S COCKtail versus FATIN'S COCKtail.
Rury didn't like the TEXTURE of Fatin's.
HAHAHAHA.
Amri took a long while to decide which COCKtail she liked.
Okay, this part of the post is pretty COCKy.
Enough enough (:

And we kept laughing cause we were SEXCITED??
Haha. Wth man. That word is stuck in my head -.-
Rury kept repeating the "YEAH" from some song.
I can't remember what song it was.
And it sounded sick, I just mmm, enhanced the sick-ness of it?
HAHA.

We commented on alot of people. Or maybe just me?
Nonono! Not just me.

Sinthiya wanted to skate so I wanted to race her.
See who's slower.
Her on skates or me on foot.
Duh, cause I wouldn't want to lose by challenging her on who's faster -.-
SO THE RACE STARTED.
Sinthiya moved very slowly and well I, didn't move at all.
I win! (:

So then Syiqin and I decided to feel some sand in our toes so we walked along the beach with Amri.
After awhile I couldn't take it, I NEEDED TO GET WET.
SO I SAT DOWN AND LET THE WAVES WET MY ASS.
I had a pretty sandy butt.
Then got completely wet while syiqin wanted to sit on a mat.
But the mat flew away and some kid used it, he was pretending to be superman -.-
Idiot.

So after that went up to talk to everyone again.
THEN LEXUAN CAME BACK FROM GOD KNOWS WHERE.
MANAGED TO GET HER TO GET IN WITH ME.
And we kept screaming like crazy.
LEXUAN IS SO DARING.

She swam further to get some seaweed and used it as a necklace.
She is queen of seaweed and STICK -.-

So we were completely wet by then.
Went back to start bbqing!
The fire kept dying cause we didn't really know how to keep it alive with the freaking strong wind.
We managed to cook a little before we ran out of gas to light the firestarters.

Amri, Sinthiya and Fatin went to PP to go get the gun thing.
So... ME, LEX AND RURY WENT BACK IN!
Ahahahahaa.
RURY WAS GETTING HORNY IN THE SEA.
She was DYING to do it with me.
HAH.

Then it started raining,
LeXuan the gundu didn't want to come out till she heard thunder.
We rushed out to help Syiqin put everything in the shelter.
While everyone rushed to save the valuables, I saved the chicken (:
Yes. I think I am a fat girl in disguise.

Yupp so everything was wet.
Really everything.
And the rain kinda helped to clean us of sand although we looked pretty obscene trying to clean ourselves of sand.
Esp. when trying to get rid of the sand in our clothes.
HAHAHAHAHA.

So you might be wondering what happened to AMRI, FATIN AND SINTHIYA!
Well, they were stranded at the underpass.
Rury and I had to fetch them singing stupid songs like "THE BOYS ARE BACK!"
Except we changed it to "THE GIRLS ARE BACK".

We saw interesting things when it was raining,
like FOUR BOYS RUNNING SHIRTLESS BACK AND FOURTH.
LOL WTH??
And we screamed "HEY HOTTIE" to any guy who passed by.
So even if you were ugly and you HAPPENED to pass by, for the first time in your life, you'd hear someone calling you a HOTTIE.
Cheap thrill.

And we have realised that Singaporeans have low self esteem.
Everytime we screamed HEY HOTTIE, no one looked around.
Weren't we loud enough??

Anyway, IT WAS FREAKIN COLD.
And we remembered that we were mocking people who wore JACKETS to the beach.
Now we know why they brought jackets.
If they knew what we said, they would be thinking, "Who's the idiot now huh? SUCKERRR!"
Hahaha.

We met the little girl and her mom from the library.
The super cute little girl who was singing noisily while we were mugging for our FYEs.
Yeah, she thinks we're crazy.

So we waited for the rain to clear off and started to bbq again,
LEXUAN WENT BACK TO THE SEA TO GET RID OF THE SAND IN HER UNDERPANTS.

Then all was good for the bbq.

Fatin: Should I call him?
Me: You could email him! (:
Rury: Or sent him a post and tell him to check the mail tmr!
Fatin: My dad's gonna kill me.
Me: You can get him flowers!
Fatin: -.- He doesn't like flowers.
Rury: Get him a songkok!
Me: OHMYGOD. I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING. (high fives Rury with dirty hands and high-a-little-bit-of-my-hand-five with Fatin)

Hahaha.
Its sad that some people didn't show, you guys missed out on shit loads of fun.
Sorry babes.
Oh and I think 4th Nov was like TOUCH ATHIRAH'S BOOB DAY or something.
LOL.

(AMRI KEEPS FLAMES ALIVE CAUSE SHE'S DAMN HOT. ATHIRAH IS THE FLAME.)
:P

I'm sorry Hazwan, I know I'm always busy ):
I love you.

Freck. I miss the OE gang.

You had me from the start.

2008-11-04T01:30:00.001+08:00

HAZWAN IS SO DAMN CUTE :P

2008-11-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

Leave out the rest-Linkin Park

1. I'VE BEEN WITH HAZWAN FOR 2 MONTHS!
Hazwan has been the awesomest person in the world (:
Thanks for understanding, dealing with my ups and downs, my problem filled life, everything.
You're the best, baby.
I'm sorry we couldn't see each other much today.
It sucks and I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I have nothing else to say but sorry.
Cause I really am sorry.
You rock my world babe.
<3 i love you.

2. I MISS YEE YUN SHAWN ):
SO BADLY. SO SO BADLY.

3. I thought about it. Its hard to find things to talk to you about anymore.
Its hard to tell whether we're still bestfriends cause its as if you're turning more and more into a stranger.
And all those years, we've struggled to stay close, is this how it ends?
Our friendship fading?

4. You. Where have YOU gone? I'm pissed you don't talk to me much anymore. Damn it. I thought we were close.

5. Are we still friends? I'm not sure cause you don't bother to say HELLO anymore.

6. I miss NUSAIBA A LATIF!!! I miss ARIEL R NAVAS!!! I miss SHERIL AMILIA AMIR!!!

When it all comes crumbling down.

2008-11-02T20:39:00.005+08:00

HOUSE OF CARDS BBQ PARTY 08

FOR HOC MEMBERS ONLY.

Date: 4TH NOV 08

Day: Tuesday

TIME: 11am (LATE=DEAF Yes, that does mean I will scream at you over the phone.)

MEETING PLACE: PARKWAY

BBQ PIT LOCATION: C

DRESSCODE: BEACHWEAR (whatever you consider beach-y. LOL.)

FOOD;
Chicken-Thirah
Sausage, meat patty, Otah otah, honey-Amri
Oil, nugget-Lex
COCKtail-Fatin and Sinthiya
Chips-Soniya

OTHERS;
TongsandGstringsHAHA-Fatin
Speaker-Fatin
Mat-Thirah
Paper plates, bowls, forks, spoons-Lex
Cups-Lex
Wire and aluminium-Amri
Trash bag-Sinthiya
Drinks?

BRING $12, extra clothes (Don't forget the inside stuff. HAHA.)!
AS FAR AS POSSIBLE, PLEASE BRING FOOD, MEALS AND STUFF.

People not coming; Sharifah, Nad, Nawi, Fiz, Nurul, Noran, Ernie ):
People confirmed: Athirah, Amri, Fatin, Syiqin, Lex, Sinthiya, Soniya, Rury (:

If you have a problem with something, feel free to call or talk to me OR my sayang, Amri on msn.
You know our numbers and emails!
Thank you.

2008-10-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

Went to the HOLY GRILL.
Where the western auntie and uncle works now (:
Not halal so let Mingmin and Gloria eat there first.
Then went to Siglap.
Ate at pizzahut.

LOL. THE HEAT MADE ME SAY THE F WORD D:
stupid heat.

Anyway, rushing back to school,
Mingmin's shoe flew off!

During string,
Jasmine was damn cute!!!
Hahaha.
This is not some obsession i have with some senior.
She was just very cute la.

Jasmine: SSSSSSSSSSSSHHHH!!!
Clara: SSSSSHHHH!
Athirah: SSSSSSSSSHHH!
Eleanor: Why so many people pee?? *Lifts up legs as if scared of touching pee*

On the way back talked to Muriel, Adlina and Melissa.
MURIEL or MOO-REE-EL?
ADLINA or ADD-LYE-NA?
MELISSA OR MEL-EYE-SA?
ATHIRAH OR A-THAI-RAE?

Just had a four way convo with Hazwan, Lex and Sharifah.
Talked about ______ and BJs.
LOL.
SHARIFAH IS SO KNOWLEDGEABLE ON THE SUBJECT.
xD

Oh and I just watched shutter.
Apparently its supposed to be really scary but it wasn't.
I laughed more than anything.
And the soundtrack to the show should be...
BLEEDING LOVE.
HAHA.

Fatin was being lame.

"F. says:
teacher: maria, can you tell me what country this is? (points to the map)
maria: er, america!
teacher: correct. now, class, who discovered america?
class: maria."

That's all, ta.

Just give me your best, I'll handle the rest.

2008-10-29T21:25:00.003+08:00

HOUSE OF CARDS BBQ PARTY 08
FOR HOC MEMBERS ONLY.

Date: 4TH NOV 08
Day: Tuesday
TIME: 11am
MEETING PLACE: PARKWAY
BBQ PIT LOCATION: C
DRESSCODE: BEACHWEAR (whatever you consider beach-y. LOL.)

FOOD;
Chicken-Thirah
Nugget, Sausage, meat patty, Otah otah, Oil-Amri & Lex
Bread and Butter-Ernie
Drinks-Fizah and Amri
COCKtail-Fatin and Sinthiya
Sotong-Fatin
Chips-Nurul

OTHERS;
TongsandGstringsHAHA-Fatin
Speaker-Fatin
Mat-Thirah

BRING $10!
People not coming; Sharifah and Nad ):

Bring whatever you guys want, except for people.
HAHA.
More details will be up if there is any.
Tell me anything you wanna add.

(;

Can't help falling in love-Michael Buble

Haha. I'm editing this post at 1.44am.
You're asleep and I miss you.
Your voice is stuck in my head.
I just want to say that I really appreciate everything.
Thank you for caring so much.
I hope your arm gets better baby.
I'm so sorry, I feel horrible.
Please keep to your promise cause it sucks to hear you're in pain.
I love you.
And I know I don't tell you enough,
I'm glad I'm with you.
You're the best.
(:

Take my hand, take my whole life too.

2008-10-29T00:14:00.003+08:00

I am mean.

I am stupid.

I am ugly.

To sum it up,

I am a stupid ugly bitch.

This screams heartache.

2008-10-28T13:27:00.002+08:00

Chariot-Escape the fate.

I want to go swimming.
I want I want I want.
I have this strong urge to swim.
I miss swimming.
Damn.
Mommy said no
):

Oh well, shall watch my shows :D
There's no string today.
Hooray.

Oh yeah.
Today i was in school when my phone started vibrating alot.
So after a while the meeting was over and i called back the number.

"Hello? Did anyone call Athirah?"

"This is TKGS. Do you know anyone from TKGS?"

"Yes. I AM IN TKGS."

"Okay."

-BEEPBEEP-

Seriously? WHAT THE ASS SHIT?!!?
Haha apepejela.

I SWEAR. MY NEW FAVOURITE PHRASE IS APEPEJELA, I'M ADDICTED TO IT LIKE HAZWAN IS ADDICTED TO SAYING "COOLERATION".
HAHAHAHAHA. THAT WORD IS STILL SPASTIC, HAZWAN :P

Anyway, Meet mrperasantothemax@hotmail.com:

[c=12][b][a=1]fiqster[/a][/b][/c] says:
ok lah i go make meeeee
[c=12][b][a=1]fiqster[/a][/b][/c] says:
to eat meeeee
[c=12][b][a=1]fiqster[/a][/b][/c] says:
hahahaha
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
hahahaha okay go make some shafiq!
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
INSTANT SHAFIQ.
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
HAHAHAHA
[c=12][b][a=1]fiqster[/a][/b][/c] says:
ok then but ittll be extra spicy though coz shafiq is HOTT

The above is what you call 'merepek meraban taik kucing kau makan'
Let me try to translate that to english: Rubbish, eat cat shit (:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA.

Oh and i freaking noticed something.
You know how whenever you hear a loud crash, you'd usually rush there to check it out?
I don't do that.
How weird.
I just go "Hmmmmm" to myself and then continue doing what I was doing.
So if someone died in my house, I'd probably be the last to know.
Should I do something about that? (thinking really hard)
-No answer seems to be popping up in my head-
Owellz.

HOUSE OF CARDS.
I GOD DAMN MISS YOU GUYS.
GAH.
SO BAD, SO SO BAD!
):

ARIEL R NAVAS.
NUSAIBA A LATIF.
SHERIL AMILIA AMIR.
CYBELLE, MICHELLE, SARA, XIN HUI
OE PEOPLE,
I MISS YOU.
Outing soon hmm?
:D

Last night talked to Hazwan till zuper late :D
Then went to sleep.
All is well (:
I love you baby.
I miss you ):

All the things I hate revolve around me.

2008-10-27T17:09:00.000+08:00

I'll take the risk.

2008-10-26T18:43:00.003+08:00

1. HAZWAN'S BACK! Yay! I missed him (:

2. I've recently made 2 new friends.
Syasya, Shaleen's friend, introduced to by Muhammad.
Shafiq, Izhar's brother, introduced to by Shafiq himself.
HAHA. Now I have more friends with names starting with the letter S xD

3. Ariel called! And I had a two way convo on msn with two of my many retarded bestfriends.
Talked about HOLY HOLES, bushes and what not.
ARIEL CAUGHT THE BAD-SPELLING OF ATHIRAH ARIFFIN COLD.
Teehee.

4. Here is proof that TAN LE XUAN is cacat.

❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
he's eww!
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
hahahaha
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
really?
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
he seems like a nice guy what.
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
he smells money.\
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
HAHAH
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
weirdo.
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
EH.
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
THAT'S ONE MORE THING WE HAVE IN COMMON
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
HAHAHAHA
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
lholy shit.
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
why?!
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
why do i hae stupiud friends?
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
HAHAHAHAHA
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
SHUT UP LA
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
YOU LOVE ME
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
THE END
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
HAHAHAHA
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
money smells nice.
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
ESP. THE ONES FRESH FROM THE BANK.
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
OR MY DAD'S WALLET.
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
WHICH IS USUALLY FRESH FROM THE BANK
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
HAHAHA
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
stupid!
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
mygod
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
i wanna keel you
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
oh wait,
❤L. {/highschooltyranny[] http://stillthinkingoftheurl.blogspot.com/ says:
THE MONEY SMELLING ONE IS ME!
NOT HIM!

Please note that she said a guy was ew because he smells money.

She also said WE were stupid because we smell money

But it turns out, she was the one who smells money, not him.

And therefore, TAN LE XUAN THINKS EW-LY OF HERSELF.

AND ALSO THINKS SHE IS STUPID.

HAHA.

5. I am sad I can't go out the whole of next week.

That means

-NO HAZWAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(SO SAD. WHYWHYWHY!??!)

-no art exhibition and therefore no seeing ARIEL and aiyaiyaiyaiyaimanzxzx(NO FAIR!)

-no hearing Izhar ~~screw up~~ rock at his performance(HAHA!)

-no watching REC with scaredy cats(MAN. Shafiq and I wanted to identify the pussiest!)

-no going out with House Of Cards(This really sucks. Oh well. There's still the 4th Nov outing!)

-NO HAZWAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(Gah. I'm still sad.)

6. I discovered in the shower today, that there is no "I" in TEAMWORK.

But there is a "ME" (:

HAHAHAHAH.

Aren't you just so happy you know a super genius?

Yes you so freaking are.

Stop lying to yourself.

ADMIT IT.

Now the whole world knows.

ATHIRAH BTE MOHD ARIFFIN IS THE BOMB.

The smartest bomb in the world infact xD

Ta.

For every broken piece, you owe me.

2008-10-25T20:31:00.002+08:00

String was okay.
Mr Lee was damn funny.
We kept playing the first part of a particular song whenever he saw people coming.
IT WAS REALLY RETARDED.

Monopoly was BORING.
I went to jail.
Hahaha.
And I was doing stupid things with the little plane.

Last night I was talking to LeXuan.
It was going to be 12.
I was describing to her a ghost when suddenly...
BEEP-BEEP.
She hung up -.-

I am talking to SHARIFAH DEAREST :D
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
i'm at the hole
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
hall****
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
HAHAHA
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
HOLE
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
i MEANT FREAKING HALL.
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
hahaha
&Querote - Do you hate me? says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
&Querote - Do you hate me? says:
HAHAHAHAHA
&Querote - Do you hate me? says:
WHICH HOLE ATHIRAH?
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
Ahahaha
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
i dont know what i was thinking!!
&Querote - Do you hate me? says:
I KNOWWW
&Querote - Do you hate me? says:
you're horny
&Querote - Do you hate me? says:
hahahahahhahaha
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
Hhahahahaa
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
damn it
Hello, I love you Hazwan (; says:
wth man
&Querote - Do you hate me? says:
haha
&Querote - Do you hate me? says:
you are!
&Querote - Do you hate me? says:
cause someone isnt here

I miss Hazwan ):

Just one taste can't get enough.

2008-10-24T20:56:00.003+08:00

Miserable at best-Mayday Parade

HELLO (:
So today was definitely a much better day than yesterday.
It was awesome :D
Haha.
Went out with Hazwan!

Decided to watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL THREE.
AHAHAHAHAHA.
I can't believe we watched it.
The movie sucked but who cares ;)

Anyway,
Before we went in, we saw a bunch of white kids.
One of them wanted a blowjob from a poster.
WEIRDO.

So overall, don't watch HSM3 unless you have nothing to watch and you have a cute date to stare at. (hinthint)
HAHA.

Okay, That's all for today.
Byebye.

It was still extraordinary.

2008-10-23T18:25:00.004+08:00

For the rest of my life-Less than jake

So I guess today was just a little bit messed up.
Well nah, it was a SUCKASS DAY.
Haha kay la.
Enough enough.
I've cooled down.

Today i winked at Fatin's senior, Natasha, again!
LOL xD
Skipped around the first and second floor gayly with Lex and Nad, waving and screaming "HAPPY HOLIDAYS"
It was damn stupid but who cares (:

OH SCREW.
I JUST REMEMBERED,
I DIDN'T HUG SHALEEN D:
NOOOOOOOOOOOO.
WHYWHYWHY?!?!?!

I hugged everyone today.
I didn't cry.
Or shed a mantear xD

I'm really going to miss all my classmates.
And I pray i'd still be in the same class as NURUL SYAZWANI (:
Shawn's card was so sweet la.

Anyway, that's about it.

Who wrote that?? xD

2E7!

I've got something to prove and nothing to lose.

2008-10-21T18:51:00.002+08:00

I need you, my friend.

please?

2008-10-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

Situations-Escape the fate

Hello.

Well, my term 4 results kind of sucked.

I was sad.

But my overall is aight.

I'm above average.

But I'm not going to triple science.

Anyway, things brightened up when Daddy started talking.

HAHA.

Okay but the main part is,

I got $100.

Yes.

For what?

FOR GOOD RESULTS.

YAY.

Haha.

Kay whatever.

Daddy's awesome.

Abang tried to steal my money.

I chased after him.

He went into the toilet.

He wanted to put it in the toilet bowl.

See what exam stress can do to you?

My brother is a classic example.

PROOF THAT EXAMS CAN CAUSE INSANITY.

She talked to me.

I didn't know what to say when she said sorry.

So I said okay.

Cause I'm no good at this.

I don't think we can be the way we were.

Forever.

No matter how hard we both might want it,

Its not going to happen.

I've been confused and spacey lately.

But I should just suck it up and get over it.

The holidays are coming,

And I

missed the late night phone calls.

So its back to that,

Yeah, I'm gonna call lex and sharifah more often.

I miss them.

I do.

We talked on the phone alot huh? (:

Today I stepped on a cockroach, on purpose.

Something I would usually not do.

It got me excited :D

Thanks alot LeXuan,

Now you got me thinkin about freakin

BARBIE.COM!

I hate you for this.

Hahahaha.

Does it make a difference to you?

2008-10-19T11:26:00.002+08:00

The cure-Just like heaven

Yesterday a lizard fell on me.
Ew.

I was telling the clique the other day about how my shit looked like a heartshape.
Ew.

You are ugly.
Ew.

HAHAHAHA.
Okay whatever.

About the lizard thing, I didn't scream at all.
I was just like "Ew, a lizard." Tilted my hand and it dropped off, running away.
Stupid lizard.

About my shit, I was about to flush when I saw it.
I found it interesting, so it IS interesting.

About your ugliness, I just felt like saying it.
AHA.
Sorry (:

Oh right, yesterday went with Nurul to receive a prize for her cerpen(story).
CHECK IT OUT.
"PERJALANANKU", pg 77!
Yeah! Haha got my own copy xD

So it happened at Bedok Library.
Before the thing started, saw what looked like MONKEYBOY.
Then smsed Lex.
When they announced his name, I was right.
It was Monkeyboy.
Ahahaha.

Anyway, at the start of the thing they had poems in malay and stuff.
I was the only one laughing -.-
Damn it, the poems were funny!!!!
One had the word 'kotek' (dick), LIKE CRAZY ALOT OF TIMES.
And I was the only one laughing.
How weird.

The lady beside me must have hated me cause she knew every single poem and I knew like... None?
I was laughing the whole time.
And I had to keep my mean comments to myself and wait till the end to tell Nurul them.
LOL.
We were like the only two people who kept talking in English.
Heh.

Today I discovered that Era doesn't know what is KOTEK.
AHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
Made me laugh like nuts xP

Yupp, that's it for today.

I think I should like practice or something.
I miss the piano ):

Oh and I miss the OE gang.
Damn it.

HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS HOLIDAYS.
Can't wait!

You're not even worth it.

2008-10-17T15:26:00.004+08:00

James Morrison-One last chance

HELLO.
So I've got my results back.
And I think I'm going to take the econs combination.
Hmmmm.
My results are aight I guess.
I'm not satisfied, I could have done better.
But hey, I studied.
But maybe if I had not mugged at the last minute, I would have gotten better marks.

Anyway, in case everyone doesn't know,
There'll be a House Of Cards outing (:
2nd Nov 2008, Sunday!
Heeeee! So exciting :D

I'll be supporting Nurul tmr.
She's gonna receive a prize for her brilliant malay compo!
HER COMPO IS THE BOMBZXZX.
Hahaha.

So today we played TAITEE ROYALTY like the whole day la.
I won most of the time :P
I kept being King!
POOR NORAN AND SONIYA KEPT BEING THE PROSTITUTE AND THE ASSHOLE!
AHAHAHAHA.
At first Deborah kept being Queen and I, King.
But she was complaining to much about me cheating on her, she kept going down a cast :P
THEN SHE ENDED UP THE ASSHOLE :P
Being the condom is the best la, no need to give your cards to anyone XD

Oh and yesterday,
Izhar and his friend, Hakiim, prank called me -.-
It was damn retarded.
WHY WOULD I ORDER KUIH!?!
Ahahaha.

Okay whatever,
Here's the video from Hari Raya Day 2.
(At my house!)
Enjoy (:

"&Querote! - Yeah, querote. says:
my nose needs to understand that im not liking the fact that its blocked. it needs to unblock itself. now."-SHARIFAH.

xxSHALEEN TAGGED MExx

1. Do you have secrets?
HELL YEAH. Hahaha. Many many many (:

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
D: If its fated but please please please, I'd rather have someone my age or older?

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
Mmmmhmmm.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
What would I NOT do with a billion dollars? HAHA. I think I'd buy an island and call it paradise, and trick people into going there, rob them of their money and leave them to rot there (:

5. Would you fall in love with your best friend?
Heeeee. I don't think so. Sorry girls XD

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Heh. This sounds familiar. Both ways are the best lah :P

7. List out your current 10 favourite songs:
Becoming the bull by Atreyu
Break Even by The Scripts
Can you hear me by Enrique Iglesias
Fools Gold-Katie Herzig
Happy Alone by Earlimart
Heart attack by Low Vs Diamond
If you need the morning by La Rocca
Take it home by The White Tie Affair
Take my hand by The Cab
Whatever you like by T.I

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
What a sad sad situation, that would never happen :P

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Hmmmm, yupp. Hazwan (:

10. List the artists you listen to.
Are you freaking kidding me?
I HAVE TOO MANY TO LIST.
SO DON'T WASTE MY TIME!
Ahahaha.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
The same way I see myself now, using my eyes to look into the mirror -.-

12. What is currently the most important thing(s) to you?
GOD.
My family.
My friends, including Hazwan (:
Me.

13. What is the kind of person you think you(I think this is supposed to be who) tagged you is?
Shaleen's the awesomest loser in the world! HAHA.

14. Would you rather have an ugly but rich or handsome but poor husband?
Handsome but poor husband. Hah. I told you I want to marry a himbo! Anyway, I can be the working person. He would just be the lovely face I'd come home to xD

15. What are your favourite colours?
I love green, white, grey and black. Sometimes I'm attracted to yellow :D

16. Would you give an all in a relationship?
Heh. Maybe.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The better looking one. AHAHAHAHA.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Maybe after I've had my fun messing up that someone's life (;

19. Do you prefer being single or being in a relationship?
Hmmmm, being a relationship I guess but that's probably cause I'm in one xP

20. 5 people to tag:
SHAWN
MURIEL
ERNIE
CYBELLE
MICHELLE

Rush rush for that touch.

2008-10-14T17:20:00.004+08:00

Okay be prepared, I think my post will be long.

6 October!

-Exams ended

-Got Bangs

7 October!

-HAZWAN'S BIRTHDAY! (:

-Jalan Raya with House Of Cards!

I HAVE PICTURES and VIDS!

It was damn awesome.

10 October!

-Outing with Amri, Syiqin, Fatin and Lex!

WATCHED HOUSE BUNNY!

AHAHAHAHA.

DAMN FREAKING STUPIDLY FUNNY!

Sweet balls!

It was damn retarded.

And Fatin was laughing like crazy.

Oh and we ate at the foodcourt at marina sq.

Fatin was SUCKING HARD :P

And I was annoying them with my straw xD

11 October!

-SHAWN'S BIRTHDAY!

-Date with HAZWAN :D

Watched Eagle eye!

Haha. I can't really remember what was the movie about manzxzx.

Heeeeee but it was very exciting!

I'm not going to describe what happened, I shall just say, it was magical (;

Gave him his birthday present!

Walked around.

Went home.

-Played badminton with Azhar and Raeis.

Raeis was so cacat. I think he was trying to be a hiphopper so he wore super baggy pants which showed his underwear. Ahaha. So in the end, I had to help him put on a belt cause it was difficult for him to keep pulling up his pants XD

13 October!

-Jalan Raya with House of Cards Day 2!

HAHAHAA. IT WAS DAMN FUN.

CAUSE THE WHOLE DAY WE WERE HORNY.

Asyiqin wanted to Pee on F!

ahahaha.

Amri has the cacat-est way to give an air kiss!

Fatin and I made Amri jealous by flirting with each other XD

So NURUL took Amri's side and protected her against me ):

In the end, we talked!

Blablabla.

Oh right, we were on the bus when a group of mats in baju kurung was damn far away.

And they started waving at us AND KEPT WAVING EVEN TILL WE WERE EXTREMELY FAR AWAY.

Being spastic, me and ernie waved back.

AHAHAHAHA.

At pasiris mrt station, we bumped into Shaleen!

Oh and quite a number of times I went deaf. I have no idea why.

Ended off on a dramatic note so whatever.

The end.

Ah yes, I forgot to say.

Shaleen introduced me to her friend, Emdy, on one of the days.

Kay thats all.

I shall upload the video taken at my house :D

I'll end this note by saying: TODAY IS A FUCKED UP DAY WITH EVERYONE GETTING ON MY NERVES. I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO WAKING UP TMR EITHER. SO JUST SHUT UP. I'LL FUCKING KILL SOMEONE IN THE NEXT SECOND IF THEY TALK TO ME.

(: delightful.

2008-10-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

The scripts-Break even

Had my lit and hml paper today.
Monday will mark the end of sec two final year exam.
I almost typed sec as sex a second ago.
Ahaha.
Oops?

Anyway, moving on.
I feel really bad because I upset a very important friend.
I feel awful for making Hazwan wait for my post to come out.
=/

On the bright side, I did make Noran happy with the songs I sent her by The White Tie Affair (:
I pushed noran off the cyber window.
Noran drank cyber red bull and got cyber wings and became a cyber fairy.
HAH.

Alrighty.

I just want to wish _____ a very happy birthday and say how really sorry I am.
I don't know what difference does this sorry make considering you're still angry after I've apologised alot...
I just want you to know how I really didn't mean to hurt your feelings.
And I hope you know, this is very sincere.

Lastly,
I think the whole world knows by now.
So I shall make it official by putting it on the world wide web.
I, Athirah Ariffin, love Muhd Hazwan Zakaria (:
LOL.

As requested,
"I, Hazwan, promise to love you forever and ever and ever!"
There, its on my blog now :P

And I realised that people are very happy when their names appear on my blog e.g. AMRIYATUL MAZIYAH AND FATIN AQILLAH.
HAHA.

I am an alien today!
Don't ask me why.
Cause honestly, I just felt like it.

People are starting to stare.

2008-09-30T15:32:00.006+08:00

You know that actions speak louder than words

I thought we were past that, forget what you heard

Pay no attention, better to shut out the lights

Than to find yourself at home all alone thinking

Problems won't disappear

When I look you in the eye something isn't right

Problems will interfere

And I don't think we'll survive

I've built it up so high

My teardrop waiting for the fall out

(This must be the way down)

And in one stop everything's a burn out

(This must be the way down)

Everything was bound to change

Never going to the same town

(This must be the way down)

Everything was perfect 'til the train went right off the rail

Like we were passed out asleep at the wheel

When you know you've lost it, there's no one in control

And you will find yourself too high, better try just letting it go

2008-09-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

The White Tie Affair- Candle 'Sick and tired'

Hello world.
I know you missed me.
I WANTED to ban myself from my laptop till after my exams but pfft,
I really couldn't.

Anyway, a lot has happened over the last few days.
The seating arrangement has changed.

The year is ending, I never thought it would be this fast.
All the people I won't be with the next year.
The idea of my classmates splitting up.
The idea of the clique going in different ways.
Wow.

I'm really going to miss the 32 people.
Yes, I mean, every single one.
Their randomness and their total ability to make me laugh until I fart or WANT to pee.
Haha.

This is sad.

Most of all, I'd miss the 13 people that have made these two years, just great-No, awesome.
And 1 who made this year even better.
And 1 who I wish could be with us, together.

This year has been the ultimate.
The BEST seconds.
The BEST hours.
The BEST days.
The BEST weeks.
The BEST months.
The BEST year.
And its really cause of the BEST people.

Alright, Alright.
This post will be really sad if I go on and on about the year.
So I'll just run through a few things.

1. Amri's fringe enjoys fighting with chicken.

2. My friends think my boobs look bigger today.

3. Fatin has a girlfriend named YASMIN.

4. I thought you needed to use your EZ-link to take the skytrain.

5. An apek stared at me.

6. LeXuan's dad thinks he's cool.

7. Noran and I tried to do a little dance on the wet floor and we bumped into each other. No one saw us.

8. Asyiqin sets my heart on fire and she hit me... so I hit her back.

9. Nawirah might name her boobs Betty as I suggested.

10. I named my vagina Vanessa, LeXuan named hers Veronica and Asyiqin named hers VOLVO.

11. Vanessa likes to play badminton just because of the shuttleCOCK. Veronica likes birdies. VOLVO likes to be riden? O.O

12. Esther has been trying to make Nawirah love her but Nawirah obviously still loves me.

13. Ernie drank salt water, on purpose.

14. Alfizah has been the trigger of our laughter with her weird "NYARI?!?!"

15. I got the divorce papers ready but Sharifah didn't come to school today.

16. Soniya has the funniest 'LOL' face.

17. Nurul doesn't have a heart cause she gave it to Nadirah.

18. Nadirah has been kacau-ed by azroy again. Pfft. Idiot la that guy.

19. Sinthiya sent me a dangerous thing today... a flying sperm.

20. I didn't get pregnant because the sperm was made out of paper.

(:

"What does AIDS stand for????"-Daniel
"Athirah Is Definitely Smart."-Anonymous :P

Love,
Me.

Make your own luck.

2008-09-19T21:36:00.002+08:00

The Jonas brothers-Love bug

Dear readers,
I apologise for not blogging as often as I used to.
As you know, Final years are coming.
I have been busy studying and stuff.
I promise you will enjoy today's post (:

I'll start this off with what just happened a minute ago.
I'm on my bed with my laptop, on my lap. (DUH)
And my feet felt cold.
But I was lazy to put aside my laptop and reach for my blanket.
So...

Me: Psst. Dayana!

Dayana: ...What? (sleepily)

Me: This is gonna sound really stupid, but could you help me with my blanket?

Dayana: WHAT. YOU WOKE ME UP FOR THAT?!?!

Me: Heh. Well hey! Since you're already up, could you help me? :D

She walks over, throws my blanket on my head and uses her bolster to hit me many times.
*ouch*

Dayana: You know, mommy calls me lazy cause I don't study... But you... I think YOU'RE LAZIER.

Please do not form the idea that I am a pig.
I swear, I don't do that very often.
XD

Okay so about my malay oral;
I think I did pretty okay.
Although I didn't know the word MONSTER in malay so I said it as...
MONSTAR.
Retarded.

Wai Sze is horny.
I was sitting like an apek so she said, "how long is your coffee shop open?"
Before I get to answer, Shawn replied, "24 hours"
Then Wai Sze said, "Wah. You not tired ah??"
So i said, "No cause I got stamina whatt!"
Shawn, "Somemore got demanding customer like you! Come all day"
Wai Sze, "Noooo. My mother don't let me!"
Me, "Yeah cause your mommy wants me all to herself."

Also,
Wai Sze's mom has been calling Soniya for no reason.
Hahahahaha. She has a thing for Soniya??

We screamed like crazy during P.E.
What's the diff between when we're fasting and we're not fasting?
WE'RE EQUALLY FREAKING NOISY.

Fatin thinks she's hot when she looks in the mirror.
And how do I make Fatin fall in love with you?
Follow her text msg:
If you make me a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, I will fall in love with you.

Me and Sinthiya sang "NORAN THE EXPLORER"
A new song in a spanish accent with Noran playing the guitar.
You should have heard it.
Absolutely awesome.

Oh and for Shawn's birthday,
get her something DARK.
She likes things that way.
AHAHAHA.

Oh and in the library while I was talking to Fatin,
I farted loud enough for both of us to hear.

AND I BUMPED INTO ARIEL R. NAVAS.

The end.

OH AND AMRI IS NOW MINAH SIZZLE.

Head over heels in love.

2008-09-16T18:51:00.002+08:00

I SAW THE PRETTIEST EARPHONES TODAY.
I want.
I want.
I want.
Who wants to give it to me as a ILOVEYOU,YOUawesomeFRIEND present?
Pfft. I'll get it myself.

Shawn stuck a pen in my hair -.-

Hello, protected by angels. says:
WHY YOUR DISPLAY NAME GOT SEX?!?!?

Hello, protected by angels. says:
YOU HORNY EH?

faizul - SEXp says:
S- state,E-explain.X-crossreference, P-purpose.

faizul - SEXp says:
im no horny guy ahzz,im a suci person..

HAH. Suci? Pfft.

Amri thought I was a balloon so she tied me to her heart...
...
...
...
The string is strangling me...
...
...
...
I just died...
...
...
...
YOU WISH.
AHAHA.
Okay whatever, I'm being lame.

P.S. Amri thinks I'm funny.

AND MADELAINE SAID I LOOKED LIKE A SLUT D:
*ouch. that hurt me soooooooooooo much*
Ahahaha.

Till the end of time.

2008-09-15T16:50:00.002+08:00

THIS IS FOR MY WIFE, SHAWN who thinks my I do not blog anymore.
HERE YOU ARE.
A DELIGHTFUL POST FOR YOU.
Shawn said my posts are ONLY interesting if they were about her.
Pfft.

During history kept laughing.
I have no idea what was so funny.
I kept laughing when I was looking at Deborah.

SINTHIYA TOLD ME.
THE MOST.
RETARDED.
SICK.
JOKE.
EVER.
Glove and panties-COMPLETELY DIFFERENT OBJECTS.

Fatin has been caught sending a very scandalous msg to my 2nd girlfriend, Amriyatul Maziyah.
Calling out to all wives, mistresses, girlfriends and other scandals,
Please bring your pompoms and wear cheerleading outfits as I will be fighting Fatin tmr!
Ahahahahhahaa.
As if.

AH. MALAY ORAL.
SO SCARY.
I DON'T WANT TO TAKE D:

In other news,
Faizul thinks he has night vision.

If its not enough, try again and again.

2008-09-12T18:19:00.005+08:00

You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love.

{I love you}
Hazone

2008-09-11T21:13:00.002+08:00

Earlimart-Heaven adores you

God is great.

2008-09-09T16:51:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY
1. Bill went sky high; Please resist temptation of smsing my sexy ass. Thank you xD
2. Had to avoid daddy's lecture so slept in the car :P
3. Did MATH in tuition. Lately tuition's been a bit different without Adam around =/
4. D&T-ed like crazy until 2.am.
5. Wanted to go to sleep but door was LOCKED.
6. Banged on the door for 15minutes.
7. Slept.
8. Refused to wake up for Sahur.

And on to today (:
So quite a few things happened today.
Eventhough I only slept for like 3 hours and I didn't wake up for Sahur, I didn't fall asleep in class or break my fast.
Yes, I am amazed myself.
Mrs Ang was really nice, I think she knew I was doing DnT in class but she didn't scold me or anything (:

During DnT,
THE FUNNIEST THING HAPPENED.
SOO MIN AND MR TEO WAS LIKE FIGHTING FOR HER FILE.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE.
IT WAS SO FUNNY,
I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING.

SOO MIN, THE QUIET GIRL VERSUS MR TEO.
AHAHAHAHHA
SERIOUSLY,
IT WAS LIKE WOAAAAAAAAAAH.

And for the woodburning,
Mr Teo said I have good control :D
While woodburning, talked to Amri!

During recess, heard some lame jokes from LAME PEOPLE.
*cough cough* You know who you are XD

Maths was spastic, AGAIN.
Thanks to Shawn and Nawirah!

Cikgu: Tiada orang akan lupa mengenalkan diri... (No one will forget to introduce themselves)
*Noran and I look at my paper*
Noran: Hahahahahaha.
Me: Shut up!

Yes, apparently, Cikgu was wrong.

Noran was giving me lame pick up lines.

"Did you fart? Cause you blew me away!"

"Do you have a map? Cause I'm lost in your eyes!"

There are like loads more from her la.
Go flirt with Noran and find out.

Just as I find myself getting closer to her,
I feel I'm drifting away from you.
Why does this have to be so hard?

You drive away from my car crash of a heart.

2008-09-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

Went to study with Lex at the bedok library.
The library was like a freaking old folks home -.-
There were a hell lot of old men.
Farting apeks in short shorts to be exact.

Mugged like crazy.
And Izhar's papers like helped.
Oh and by the way, THANKS.
Haha. Two hott girls just totally molested your file.

While lex was borrowing her book,
I sat beside a lady who was... ABSOLUTELY CRAZY.
She was laughing to herself.
I thought it was because she read something but,
She stopped reading,
Looked up and started laughing to herself.
And then stopped, still looking up,
AND CONTINUED LAUGHING AGAIN.
I quickly went away.

A weird old chinese guy who was touching his face suddenly turned to me and said,
"OH, HI."
As if i said anything at all.

Oh and we went to see some performance thing in the library.
We took a break from studying la.
Just cause the announcement person kept repeating about it.
~~(or cause we wanted to see some hot mats!)~~
Haha okay whatever we're not that retarded.

Anyway, the mats played the guitars really well.
But the singing-OHMYGOD.
I WANTED TO BURST OUT LAUGHING OR SOMETHING.
I had to hold it back!
REEEEEEEEEEEEALLY VERY BAD.
I almost diededededededed laaaaaaaaa.

Oh no.
I see a new addiction.
90210.
DIEDIEDIE.

I'm not very girly,
But the sticker on my phone screams,
YOU'RE A TYPICAL GIRL.
-.-
My phone has been gay-ified.

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I love you

I never said I was the best thing for you.

2008-09-05T22:12:00.002+08:00

You've got to be kidding me.
If you see a guy name Azroy,
Please stop to call him a weird psycho ass loser.

P.s. I wish we had ignored him from the start -.-
What a retard.

2008-09-05T18:02:00.002+08:00

Motion City Soundtrack-Fell in love without you (acoustic)

I do not sneeze like a cat.
I occasionally burst out in meows.

My thumb is weird.
Its like dented or something.
Stupid thumb.

Last night I fell in love without you.
I waved goodbye to that heart of mine
Beating solo on your lawn

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
Used to call it love

Last night I fell in love without you
The coup de grâce that set me off
Would've made for decent fiction

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
Used to call it...

Last night I fell in love without you
The stars at night aren't as big and bright
As you make them out to be

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
In memory of when we used to call it love

I swear the whole world stops.

2008-09-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

I've been mugging.
Shit. I still have a lot of work to do.
And I haven't practiced my violin.
I'm screwed.
Happy (:
But still screwed.

I'm feeling guilty for not reading any of the stories in ANAK BUMI.
That crappy malay literature book.
Gah.
I'll read it.
I think I owe it to Cikgu.

SHAWN. I MISS YOU LA.
Its been 6 days since I last crapped with my nipple buddy.
Sheesh.

There's a concert on sunday.
Ratana is performing.
I think I should go.
And bring a watermelon with me for her.
But I'm a bit busy.
Damn.
I don't think I can.

Plus, If I'm going,
I don't want to go alone.
Hmmmmmmmmmm.
=/

Kay whatever,
I'm like hungry now.
I'm going to make caramel.
Its the easiest thing to make.
Just melt sugar and add in butter -.-

I love you baby
I love you baby
I love you baby

xoxo

2008-09-03T21:25:00.002+08:00

Can a text message change your life?-Peyton, Season 6, Episode 1.

You stepped on a decomposing animal,
You douche bag!

2008-09-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

The cab-One of those nights.

GOSSIP GIRL IS OUT.
AND I AM VERY SAD.
I WANT CHUCK TO BE WITH BLAIR.
SO SO SO BADLY.
):

ONE THREE HILL IS OUT.
AND I AM VERY HAPPY.
LUCAS IS TOGETHER WITH PEYTON.
AND THAT'S HOW IT SHOULD BE.
(:

I AM SO SORRY.
I AM A TERRIBLE FRIEND.
THIS SUCKS SO BAD.
I'M SO SO SO SO SO SORRY.

Three words, Eight letters, I love you.

2008-09-01T16:46:00.003+08:00

Does anybody know if the Mary from the nursery rhyme is the same one as bloody Mary?
If it is,
I'm so creeped out.
No wonder the nusery rhyme goes
"Mary HAD a little lamb."
The lamb probably ran away seeing Mary's bloody eyes.
Sheesh. Scary.

On the contrary,

Does'nt she just make you smile? :D

I am going to kill Shawn.
I KEEP HEARING YOUR VOICE GO
"No... One... Told me... The right way.."
IN MY FREAKING HEAD!!!
I'M GONNA KILL YOU SHAWN.
Now I can't listen to the song without bursting into laughter!

Hmmm anything else?
Oh right.
I hate false alarms.
They are so...
FALSE.
AND.
ALARMING!

Ahahaha.
Bells ringing remind me of fires.
I'm scared of fires.
I shall marry a firefighter.
Or, a fire extinguisher x)

Yes, that works too.
At least fire extinguishers are COOL.
THEY REALLY ARE.
If you havent done it,
GO TOUCH A FIRE EXTINGUISHER TODAY!
*Ting! Points two thumbs up like this is an advertisement*

I apologize for the randomness of my post.

Lastly,
I think its funny if old people smell like cheese (:

I miss you.

2008-08-31T17:03:00.002+08:00

Running away-Hoobstank

I've started mugging.
And I got pissed off when there was noisy kids screaming like idiots.
I wanted to shoot them,
Or at least,
Throw a slipper or two XD

Then they wouldn't be little indian kids anymore.
They'd be little dead red indian kids.
Red because they'd be damn bloody.
Heehee.

Gah.
I don't know if you're reading this.
I hope you're doing okay with PSLE.
I wish we could hang out like old times again.
I miss you dearest cousin, Azfar Akbar ):

Other than that,
I've been smiling like an idiot.

You're all I really wanted.

2008-08-30T13:57:00.001+08:00

HELLO, I AM HAPPY.
(:

iloveyou.

2008-08-29T16:43:00.002+08:00

Ex's and Oh's-Atreyu.

Greetings.

The performance went well.
The clique did awesome.
I'm so proud of everyone.

The gift and the card went wonderful for Mrs Rafiq.
She was reaaaaaaaaaally touched.
Awwww.

Saw a hell lot of people.
EXCEPT FOR SHAIK! )):

I like today.
Adranaline feels good.

This morning Nadirah said I make everyone horny.
This afternoon Hazwan said I got the horny aura.
DUDES.
ATHIRAH ARIFFIN IS PURE.
*Chey Chey*

I hit Fatin's butt.
Fatin hit my boob.
LOL.

Trying hard to stay away.

2008-08-28T19:39:00.003+08:00

AT KFC.
"Are you single?"
Wth. Who goes up to total strangers and asks that?
Met KahKent :D
Then saw abang's friend, Akmal.

A series of events happened.
Amri said she was getting horny,
What did she say after that?
Was it-
"Did you try the squeeze?"
OR
"Did you try the quiz?"

The second one la.
But me and fiz both heard squeeze.

LeXuan just learned the other meaning of MILKSHAKE today.

My ass must be very smackable.
At least 10 people have smacked it today.
Hmmmm.

My apologies, I was busy yesterday.
I slept at freaking 1am la.
Did work while talking to abang.
Damn tired.

In other news,
Fahmi has the power to read my mind.

The possibilities are endless.

2008-08-26T17:53:00.002+08:00

Lucky-Jason Mraz.

Avoidance.
-Cause I think its better this way

When it gets too hard, we run away.

2008-08-25T16:49:00.002+08:00

A little piece of Heaven-Avenged Sevenfold

This song is really creepy but sweet but seriously, creepy.
I love it.

Oh right, yesterday!

Went to meet the 6 pluto people (:
Well at least some of them.
Me, Jasline, Cherie, Charmay, Yu Ning, Sara, Hazwan, Hilmi, Terry, Jonathan Kwok, Giresh, Kah Kent!
TERRY, GIRESH AND JONATHAN SHOULD JUST STOP GROWING.
GIANTS!

Hahaha.
The guys were all really tall la!
My god.
They purposely stand damn close to us so they can compare height.
Pfft.

ESPECIALLY TERRY AND GIRESH.
MEAN GIANTS!

Bully me and sara onlyy!

Well, we went to BUILD A BEAR.
Wth damn gay.
At first we didn't really want to go in.
But we man-ed up and went in.
LOL.

Can you imagine?
A group of teenagers entering BUILD A BEAR!?!?
Hahaha. I thought it was really retarded.
The guys seem to have really enjoyed themselves when they were bathing the bear.
Damn funny la.

We recorded our voices and now the bear has our voices saying "HAPPY TEACHERS DAY MRS RAFIQ!"
Cool man.

Yeah so after that went to the bowling alley.
The guys bowled while we did the card.
Haha. Well, we forced them to do their part.
Actually not really force la.
They did it without us screaming at them XD

Terry and Hilmi are really good bowlers la D:
They had a lot of strikes i think.
Heehee.
Hazwan really stank at bowling :P

Hmmm anything else?
Haha oh right.
MY HAT LOOKS NICE ON THE GUYS.
Although I only managed to see it on Hazwan and Terry.
A definite two thumbs up!

Gah. I missed them alot la.
I'll see them on again on friday for teachers day.
AND YAY I'LL BE SEEING SO MANY OTHERS ON FRIDAY TOO.
LIKE CYBELLE AND MICHELLE!!!! :D :D :D
And hopefully, SHERIL, ARIEL, NUSAIBA, KYANTA, KRISTY, LIN YING, KEERAN, NAQIB, FADZLY, SHAIK, FAHMI, IZZUDDIN, SYADZWAN, FAIZUL!!!

I think i'll be going with three tall people -.-
Damn you giants.
Hahaha.
Terry, Jk and maybe Suganthi!
Guys you are too tall.
STOP GROWING!

Okay so on to today!
I LAUGHED LIKE SHIT LOADS.
Shawn was being so spastic okay!
She managed to make a perfect sperm with eraser dust.
It was soooooooooooo nicely made la.
You'll never understand our sick humor XD

Thislittlegame,itsbreakingmyfragileheartintotwo.
Tellmeyouloveme,LikeIloveyou.

You had my heart, at least for the most part.

2008-08-23T13:59:00.003+08:00

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Michelle!

2. Your relationship with him/her?
She's been my friend for 8 years :D

3. Your five impression of him/her?
She's pretty. She's friendly. She's cool. She's awesome. SHE ROCKS!

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Haha. Everything she has done for me is memorable.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Hmmmm. Right now the word that I'm hearing in my head that's in her voice is 'RETARDED' xD

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
I will... be called a lesbian O.O

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
Her gender? LOLOLOL.

8. If he/she became my enemy, you will?
NO WAYYYYY. I will GASP like crazy.

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
The reason would be... I... Am... A... ROBOT *Beep beep*

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
I WANT TO TELL HER:
MICHELLE! I MISS YOU LIKE HELL. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS SO THE GANG CAN MEET UP AGAIN! GAHHHH. I LOVE YOU LAAA.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
SHE'S A REALLY GOOD FRIEND.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
They will feel that I am radiating way too much heat. HARHAR.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
I love almost ALL my characteristics!

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
My ego. (As you can see from the above questions)

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
O.o I'm Athirah Ariffin. And I think that's more than enough.

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
Ohoho. We share a common interest, ME! Congratulations. No la. I mean to say, Thanks for everything, guys.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. ARIEL!
2. NADIRAH!

3. SHAWN!

4. MURIEL!
5. SINTHIYA!
6. DEBORAH!
7. NAWIRAH!

8. IZHAR!
9. SHALEEN!

10. RAIYAN!

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
ME ^^ No la. I have no idea.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female.

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
They don't really make a good match =X

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
Sexual Repro. HAHA.

22. When was the last time you had a chat
O.o I'm chatting now.

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
The kind I like!

24. Does no. 1 has any siblings?
Yepp. Her older brother!

25. Will you woo no.3?
HAHA. WOO SHAWN?!?! ^^ Of course. Afterall, she's queen nipple and I'm king nipple xP

26. How abt no.7?

AHAHAHA. I WOO-ED HER ALREADY.

27. Is no.4 Single?
Yepp. I'm pretty sure unless... O.o

28. What is the surname of no.5?
MOKTAN!

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
Playing the guitar! Right right right?

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?

Yepp. They are both sick so definitely they'll get along!

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
TANJONG KATONG GIRLS SECONDARY.

32. Talk something casually about no. 1.
She's my trampoline and the bestest friend in the whole entire world.

33. Where does no.9 live at?
Alamak. I not sure =X

34. What colour does no. 4 like?
I SHALL ASK HER LATER!

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
Haha. They are my best friends but they don't know each other.

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
SHE HAS TURTLES!

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Ahaha. SECOND SEXIEST. Cause we all know who is first ^^

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
I HAVE NO IDEA!

THE END!

2008-08-22T16:00:00.002+08:00

I wanted so badly to tell you that I love you,
But... I just...
Couldn't.

If only you would be that someone.

2008-08-21T18:36:00.002+08:00

Don't watch DON'T MESS WITH THE ZOHAN.
Its so stupid.

LOL, THE SINTHIYA'S BLACK BOOK.
I'm sure you guys know about the stories just written inside today.
Damn spastic.

AFTER SINTHIYA AND AMRI WROTE A STORY AND INCLUDED ME AS THE NOT SO HOT GIRL,
THEY SENT ME A SPERM.
A what!
A SPERM.
Hahaha.
Well, it was eraser dust rolled into a long strip that looked like a sperm.
And the msg with the sperm was "be careful".

LOL WTH.
AS IF I CAN GET PREGNANT WITH THAT.

SHAWNNNNNNNNN,
OUR ARMY!!!
ITS DYING!!!
WITH NO BULLETS,
WE'LL NEVER SURVIVE!
WE MUST FIGHT FOR OUR ERASER BITS!
THE ENEMY MUST DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Ahahaha.

IN YOUR FACE.
A1 for english.
A2 for malay.

ONOZ.
B3 for art )))))))))))):

BEWARE.
End of years is near.
I'm pumped :D
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE HOLS.

I really need time to sleep man.
Seriously.
I'm dead tired.

Pain, something that catches up to you no matter how you run.

2008-08-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

DANGER RADIO IS THE BOMB I SWEAR.

Okay guys, I'm feeling a lot better.
MingMin says I'm not away today.
That's good (;

The eraser war was really fun today.
More exciting cause there was more people.
Its now the SANSEND war.
Credits to SHAWN THE SHEEP for the name!
Ahahaha.
Sorry Shawn, couldn't help calling you that XD

Everything you thought you wanted
Everything you thought you'd need

Came along, and brought you down
And now you’re left alone crying

They always seem to say the sweetest things
Finally he made it clear
Finally she made a move, focus now
Don’t give up hope, there’s always something you can do
To make it through, you've got so much to prove

Foolish girl don’t waste your energy,
Don’t waste integrity, he’s not worth anything
Foolish boy don’t waste your dollar bills
she’ll be gone by tomorrow,
start up with the sorrow

You all believe, you all believe
That love is gonna save us
But nothing good comes from it trust me
You all believe, you all believe
That love is coming to you
But it's your death, you’ll finally see

Pull you up a little higher
Make the fall much more Severe
Now Your waiting at the bottom bleeding
And no one appears to save you cause
your fate seems so surreal
So surreal

Foolish girl don’t waste your energy,
Don’t waste integrity, he’s not worth anything
Foolish boy don’t waste your dollar bills
she’ll be gone by tomorrow,
start up with the sorrow

You all believe, you all believe
That love is gonna save us
But nothing good comes from it trust me
You all believe, you all believe
That love is coming to you
But it's your death, you’ll finally see

You all believe, you all believe
That love is gonna save us
But nothing good comes from it trust me
You all believe, you all believe
That love is coming to you
But it's your death, you’ll finally see

Now let me tell you a little something about
All my love
Let me tell you a little something about
All my love, let me tell you tell you tell you

All you people giving your selfs up to it
All you people giving into your hearts
All you people giving your selfs up to it
All you people giving into your hearts
Start up with the sorrow

You all believe, you all believe
That love is gonna save us
But nothing good comes from it trust me
You all believe, you all believe
That love is coming to you
But it's your death, you’ll finally see

You all believe, you all believe
That love is gonna save us
But nothing good comes from it trust me
You all believe, you all believe
That love is coming to you
But it's your death, you’ll finally see

When will I see?

2008-08-19T20:24:00.002+08:00

Danger Radio-You all believe.

As usual, had an eraser war with Shawn.
And we acted as a sperm, baby, teenager, old person, dead person.

Madelaine.
-.- CORN?
Yes, if you guys noticed,
She was throwing CORN at me and Shawn.
Wth man.
And she made me wet also.
You psycho woman!
MADE ME LOOK LIKE ONE HELL OF A SWEATER.
So I went around telling random people that it wasn't my sweat.

Cikgu: Athirah dah ok? Smlm tak gi skolah kan?
Me: Ahh, dah ok.
Fiz: A'ah cume die peluh bnyk skli.
Me: Nononono. Pompan gile tu ah. Tumpah air.

LOLOLOL.

Yay. I'm quite happy.
I got a B3 in D&T.
I'm pretty sure I've secured an A for Higher Malay.
I've got an A1 for Eng also. (Lol, who didnt right?-BUT I DID GET SECOND, SO HAH.)
XinYi is first (:
Erm other than that, Hist, Math and Science-missed the A by 1 mark.
Geog is like shit.
FROM AN A1 TO LIKE A B4. (I think ah)
Lit, I have no idea.
And yeah, I think that's alright.

I think I miss CSP.
I miss hanging with Ernie and Rury during CSP.
I swear, damn retarded.
You should check out my chinese textbook.
It is BEAUTIFUL. (You'll understand when you see the doodles)

Oh and, the performance was awesome la.
I hope we get chosen cause we totally rocked Victoria's table.
HAHA. LEXUAN.

Other than that, I think the class photos and the Pb photos look nice.
I look a bit weird in the PB formal but the informal one looked okay :D
Looking at the class photos, I really miss KIMMIE MARIE CUMMING.
And DEBORAH SOH with her "WHEN'S YOUR BIRTHDAY?" like a gazillion times (((((:

And, I didn't tell you, did I?
Tuition was so funny, I laughed my ass off freaking hard.
Daniel totally gave up.
And Liang Da was really confused.
The one time I finish earlier than everyone else and Mdm Sheida allowed me to slack and use my phone...
I CHOSE TO LEAVE MY PHONE AT HOME CAUSE I WANTED TO CONCENTRATE.
Damn.

So teachers day is coming up soon,
And for some weird reason,
I don't feel like going back to OE already.
But I miss everyone.
Hmmm, we'll see.

Okay, I should try to do some work now.
Byebye.
Iloveyou.

Its better this way.

2008-08-18T15:24:00.002+08:00

Danger Radio- Slowdance with a stranger

"Why did it become so hot?"-Me
"Cause I entered the room."-Sister
"No, I think you turned the fan dial down."-Me
*Checks* "Oops."-Sister
Dumbass.

So yesterday, went to PP.
Met NUSAIBAAAAAAAA :D :D :D
We bought helium balloons for ourselves, her friend, Yong Xian and Ariellllllllll!
Then when Yong Xian and Ariel came we were like the balloon crew XD
Yepp, and we made little kids jealous.
It was quite fun.

We ate at banquet!
Ariel and Nusaiba bought some jelly thingy which Ariel said was hardened phlagm(correctsp??) O.o
I went to buy Chicken rice for Yong Xian and myself (as usual).

Ariel put some jelly on my rice, eventhough i said nooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Hahaha.
Expected la, the weird things my bestfriends like to do -.-

The other time was spaghetti in my drink.
And earlier, a lot of crap(CORN, CHICKEN, ETC.) in this drink which Hazwan actually DARED TO DRINK.
He said it made him SMARTER.
AHHAHAHAHA.

Crapped in the taxi.

Talked about serious stuff at Saiba's.

Today, went to the dentist.
Literature.
Acted as grandmasn with Shawn.
LOL.
Sorry if i was a bit of a downer today guys.

AND I'M SORRY I DON'T TALK AT HOME.

Sometimes, all you need is a little push.

2008-08-16T18:40:00.005+08:00

This is me-Demi Levato

Yo.
Today had to rehearse for the performance.
Went to LeXuan's void deck.
Block 716.

This is like half of the performance.

Today was fun.
Esp. The part where we were running in the rain and screaming.
We were wet and cold.

Today is a good day,
For me.
For Izhar.
For Daddy.

Byebye.

And I won't give up on you.

2008-08-15T19:20:00.004+08:00

Awesome friends:

#1 "Athirah, when you expect somethings from yourself, then you don't get it, or it seems like its impossible and there's something pathetic and wrong with you, you have to remember that these things will make you stronger and that there will never ever be another one like you. When we fail, again and again and agan until you feel like crumbling, (and no one knows that more than me), and its impossible to be happy, then just remember that whatever you achieve or do, its who you are that counts the most, and thats why we all love you so much. Me especially. What you get for your eoy's doesnt matter in the long run, just that you've tried your best. Because it will get better. And if you let go of hope, i'll hold on for you. You can do it, ath :) love you"
-Ariel Navas,
How can I survive without you by my side always, best friend? And how can I believe in myself without your constant belief in me and your wonderful words that make the world seem like a better place than how I see it sometimes. Thank you. I love you and all that you are.

#2 Tan Le Xuan and Nurul Syazwani, For the listening ear you've provided and your wanting to understand what I'm going through, I love you.

#3 MingMin, For everything and still wanting to hang out with me even when I'm so dull and boring and depressing. I love you, I hope you still know that.

#4 Sharifah, Alfizah, Nawirah, For showing your care always. I love you.

#5 Nicole and Soniya, For running with me today and pushing me and dragging me and pulling me till the last second. And I probably never told you guys this, seeing you guys at school, puts a smile on your face. There's just something about you guys. Seeing your faces, really, they make me happy. I guess your smiles are contagious. I love you guys.

#6 Shawn, My nipple buddy, I know I can't be so depressed when you're around cause we'd get so sick and horny and start rating people's butts and boobs and do stupid things like mash up cereal. I love you and our SASSE wars.

#7 Nadirah, Amriyatul, Asyiqin, For asking if I'm okay and wanting to know how I am. I love you.

#8 Sinthiya, Noran, Fatin, I swear your jokes never fail to make me laugh. Well esp. your sick ones. I love them and you.

#9 Muriel, Princess panties, the awesome junior who cares about my depression. I love you.

#10 The whole of 2E7, for caring and loving and what not. I love you guys.

Other than that, I want to say, that yesterday was the first time I shitted in the school toilet.
Ew.

Success is never final, Failure is never fatal.

2008-08-14T21:30:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I've been ~~day dreaming~~ having my nightmares even when I'm awake.

I'm this much closer to getting all As for EOY.

And I need to concentrate.

But with everything going on, Its getting harder and harder.

And it seems as though getting all As is so out of reach now.

I've never felt so pressurized to do better, what happened to my focus?

Did I let it run in the midst of dealing with my problems?

Did I let it run in the midst of dealing with theirs and yours and ours altogether?

On top of my nightmares,

My dreams, they are killing me.

I'm not sure I can do it anymore,

And when I'm not sure,

You're not sure I can either.

Am I really draining my youth because trying this hard?

Will all I remember be my books, my papers, my files, my laptop?

I've been jealous.

Of the nice people.

Of the smart people.

Of the pretty people.

Of the rich people.

Of the happy people.

It sucks to admit,

I'm so damn average.

I'm so stuck and I do just FINE in everything,

That I find myself good at NOTHING.

And from time to time,

I'm jealous,

Of the dead.

At least when they die,

They get to STOP TRYING to be the good, and to be the best and to survive.

If I stop trying,

How am I going to make an impact on the world?

If I stay average,

Who will hear me when I speak?

If my thoughts aren't heard,

What is my significance?

If I'm just another one of the millions drifting,

How is the world going to change for the better?

Its funny really,

How I've recently done a malay poem about hope when I sometimes forget it exists.

Is hope really still there?

2008-08-13T19:34:00.002+08:00

My nipple buddy's nipple 'leaked' today.
HAHA.

The eraser war was fun!

Tuition was canceled!

I'm sorry MingMin,
I know I haven't been there a lot.
But seriously, I don't mean to be 'away'.

Byebye.
I love you.

Where are your guts to fly?

2008-08-12T19:04:00.004+08:00

All American Rejects-Swing swing

Hello.
CHANNING TATUM SO HOTT.
I CANNOT TAKE ITTTTT.
SOOOO HOT.
<3

I am going to grow up, be really rich, have a really awesome job and then, I will marry a himbo.
What is a himbo?
A male bimbo.
HAHA.
Yes, I want one.

I'm watching scrubs.
Itz az uzual awezome.

ImissYouterribly.

When you think you're in love.

2008-08-11T16:24:00.002+08:00

Redbull gives you wings.
Or, they just keep you awake :D

The lit project went well.
And yes usual, I scare away little children.
Har. Harhar. Harharhar.

Okay, I was pissed off just now.
But whatever, who cares right?

Yes, I think bellybuttons are fun to play with.
I can balance coins on it. HAH.

Byebye.

Like Romeo and Juliet.

2008-08-10T13:13:00.004+08:00

The Scripts-The man that can't be moved.

Going back to the corner,
where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard
Got your picture in my hand
Saying "if you see this girl can you tell her where I am"
Some try to hand me money
They don't understand,
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense
What else can I do?
How can I move on
when I'm still in love with you?

Cause' if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
Then you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street,
So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says "Son you cant sit here"
I say there's someone I'm waiting for if its a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground,
even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind,
this is the first place she will go

Cause' if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
Then you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street,
So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy,
thats waiting in on a girl
Woooaah -oooh
There are no holes in his shoes,
But a big hole in his world
Oooooh
Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved,
and maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news,
and you'd come running to the corner,
Cause' you know its just to move you
I'm the man who cant be moved
I'm the man who cant be moved

Cause' if one day you wake up,
and find that your missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
(Cause' if one day you wake up,
and find that your missing me,
and your heart starts to wonder
where on this earth I could be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here
to the place that we'd meet
and you'd see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street)

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag; I'm not gonna move

A single soul dwelling in two bodies.

FUCK.

2008-08-09T20:18:00.002+08:00

Jason Mraz-Lucky

Hellowelloyelloyo.
This song is so... lovely (:

As you can see, I've changed my skin.
Pfft. I think its a bit messed up though.
But whatever.
And I hope you enjoyed the last post with like super a lot of pictures.
Eventhough I wasn't in most of them ):
HAHA. Retarded.

Right so on to todayy!
Went to play badminton with Azhar, as usual.
(Lift door opens)
Athirah: Eh Bapok (referring to Azhar), you suck la!
(turns to look who was in the lift...a bapok.)
ZOMG LA.

*Bapok means gay.

Hello my dearest friends,
I don't tell all of you enough how much I care and how much I love you.
So here it is, I want you guys to know I do, a hell lot.
You mean the world to me. No, you are my world (:
& With all my heart, I hope you guys feel better soon.
Once again,
I love you.

Surrounded by a million people, I still feel all alone.

2008-08-08T19:11:00.007+08:00

This post is going to be full of pictures.
So, enjoy (:
Pictures are by Nicole and some taken by me :D

1. I tell you, just say " nicole says to watch it " and everybody will watch it -NICOLE.
A walk to remember
Okay, go watch. Its damn sweet.

2. National day was fun. I was enthu but not as enthu as LeXuan.
The little kids were really cute. Mimi's one and Soniya's one was reaaaaaaaaaly adorable.

3. Outing with Syiqin, Amri, Nurul, Esther W. and Fatin was awesome. Made Amri laugh until dont know what sia.

Athirah: If I had a staring contest with her, I wonder who will win.
(Stares at the picture of the smiling lady)
Esther: You see her mouth ah. See whether it closes.
(Looks down at mouth)
Athirah: EH. LAME AH. NOW HOW I KNOW WHETHER SHE BLINK!!!!

Many more spastic convos that happened.

Please enlarge. It looks nicer.

Confused kids.

Soniya's kid. So cute la.

The view from Marina Square.

Syiqin babyyy!

Syiqin and Nurul!

Amri honeyy!

LOL.

What the hell are they doing?

Random.

The above is called ASS SOUP or SOUP BONTOT.

Prettyyyyyyy. I bought it today :D

My goodness. Shawn, my nipple buddy and Shalyn, poker look crazy!

Omg Sinthiya at the back. AHAHAHA.

Overdue pictures!

See, I know how to draw a perfect circle!

So true, So true.

Byebye dick.

Alrighty.
I love you.

You're the reason that I'm singing.

2008-08-07T15:52:00.002+08:00

Relient K-Give until there's nothing left

I <3 MY NIPPLE BUDDY.
Ahahaha. Shawn!
You'll never guess the weird things we rate on.
Its sick but, whatever :D

Anyway, HAPPY HELLO PANDA DAY.

The boob dance is still very fun to do.
Hahahaha. Esther.

My lovely story was shared to the class today.
Yes, I could see how they believed the story was a personal recount.
LOLOLOLOLOL.

Shawn should have shared her NIPPLE ISLAND story with the class la!
Damn funny.

Poor Nawirah and Victoria need to deal with me and shawn being sick :P
Boob sucker!!
AHAHAHA.
"I'm thirsty".

I think I miss string ):
I miss MingMin!

Goodbye Mr Yap.
Thank you, for everything.
Really.
Now that you're leaving,
I realise how much of a great teacher you are.
And I appreciate all the advise you've given us.
I guess some teachers like you and Mrs Lee are really an inspiration.
Its sad that you are going.
Its sad that Mrs Lee went too.

Somehow I arrived to the conclusion; I need you.

2008-08-06T17:13:00.003+08:00

Thunder-boys like girls

My story rocked la.
Miss Ang gave me the -.- face.
harharhar.
Guess what my story is about.
I'll give you a clue:
ATHIRAH LIVES PRETTIER EVER AFTER.

ahahaha.

Shawn's story was awesomerrrr.
The title?
Nipple Island.
Yes, we said the word NIPPLE alot today.
FunFunFun.

The boob song is really funny.
Esther Wee and Nawirah are really good at it.
HAH.

And yes, I enjoy molesting people with Shawn's inflated hand.
ITS SO EXCITING OKAY.

Right. I felt quite bad I didn't stop to talk to KahKent. I just smiled and walked away :/

Shall go bathe now. Tuition is soon and I am sleepy.

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

I'm giving up, Giving up slowly.

2008-08-05T18:56:00.003+08:00

With all I have and all I am.

2008-08-04T17:45:00.003+08:00

Panic at the disco-That green gentleman

Its after NAPFA, and I'm too tired to go for tuition.
Whatever lah, I'm skipping.

I'm really disappointed in my results so far.
Really really disappointed.
Its so close to EOY and I'm still getting Bs...

I DON'T CARE IF THE WORD ON MY HISTORY PAPER SAID "GOOD",
ITS STILL AN EFFING B.
WHICH ISN'T GOOD.
Well, don't lie to me by saying that its good when its not.
17/25.
Wth.
I'm pissed off with myself by missing the A by 1 mark.

I DON'T CARE IF THE MATH PAPER WAS DIFFICULT AND THE AVERAGE IN THE LEVEL WAS 20/40 AND THE CLASS AVE. IS ABOUT 17.
IT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT THAT I GOT A B.
26/40.
Wtf.
I'm pissed off even more with myself by missing the A by 1 mark AGAIN.

GEOGRAPHY TIME BASED ASSIGNMENT.
7/10.
I GOT AN A BUT I COULD HAVE EFFING GOTTEN FULL MARKS IF I HAD QUOTED THE FIGURES.
Suck it.

Science?
Probably another B.

Malay?
Probably another B too.

I don't even know whether my painting is good enough to get maintain my A average for art.
Eff okay. Seriously.

Literature?
God knows.

=/I'm really sad I can't do my parents proud by getting into triple... I'm getting all B's and very few A's... How...?

Please God, EOY all As?

May the motivation to squash that girl like a bug carry me all the way to triple (:

"Things are shaping up to be pretty odd
Little deaths in musical beds
So it seems I'm someone I've never met

You will only hear these elegant crimes
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth

And everybody gets there, everybody gets their
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame"

Who am I?

2008-08-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

He makes me melt-x-z-x-z!
AHAHAHA Sharifah. I haven't stopped drooling.

The malay poem turned out way better than we would have ever expected.
Thanks to my brain, Filzah's malay skills and Noran's art and writing technique, it turned out absolutely beautiful.
The poem was really good really good.

Oh right, at the lift at bedok lib, I saw this pri sch kid.
Me: Hey, I KNOW YOU.
Him: Huh?
Me: YEAH. YOU'RE FROM OPERA ESTATE PRIMARY SCHOOL!!!
Him: Huh?!?! How you know?!?!? Did you... did you read my BLOG? (He was really scared, wth?)
Me: No lah. I was from there also.

RETARDED.

Then the next incident was when I met JOMKWAN.

Jomkwan: Excuse me.
Me(stoned), didn't move.
Noran: ATHIRAH. MOVE.
Me: Huh what?
Noran drags me to the side.
Jomkwan moves down.
Noran: Wth was wrong with you?!
Me: Huh no lah. I just thought she looked really familiar. She looks like my friend, Jomkwan but I'm not sure.
Jomkwan turns around.
Me: Are you Jomkwan?
Jomkwan: Athirah?
LOLOLOLOLOL.

besides all of this,

ARIEL ROBERTO NAVAS IS DAMN LUCKY.
I LOVE HER AND I HATE HER AT THE SAME TIME.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
I WISH I WAS AT SINGFEST TOOOOOO.
She was so darling to call me and let me listen :D :D :D
She's awesome to the max.
I LOVE YOU LA.
You're the bestest friend in the whole entire world and you deserve the bestest time in the universe!

I hate this.
I'm not used to this feeling.
Of being avoided.
This really sucks.
I hate this.
But you know what,
Nevermind.
You're happy, I'm happy.
Maybe its best for you,
Maybe its best for me.
I'm going to talk to him.
At least I know, he's one not to avoid me.

Prisoner of love.

2008-08-02T19:49:00.002+08:00

Credits to Nicole for taking the picture :D

Alrightyy.
Basically today I laughed a hell lot.

1. I hid when Azhar went down to take the shuttle cock and he went back just to find me.

2. He thought I hid at the same place so he wanted to scare me but I scared him first cause I hid at the other side.

3. There were lots of screws lying around.
Dayana: Why have a lot of screws ah?
Me: They're from your head la.
Azhar: Man, you should really get a screw driver and put all the screws back.
Dayana(tries to screw back): This will take really long.

4. The shuttle cock went down but Azhar refused to take it but he pressed the lift button while asking me to go. The lift door opened and a little girl came out. It wasn't her stop and she was separated from her mom. So she cried and banged on the lift door. I burst out laughing.

5. Azhar tried using an action figure as a shuttlecock and it accidentally hit his balls. I laughed till I couldn't even stand, I had to sit.

Thats all.
I have to do work now.

Byebye,
I love you.
(You're so awesomatic.)

Like losing your other half.

2008-08-01T19:20:00.002+08:00

The days seem better and better.
Thank you.

PE was really retarded.
For the first time in my life,
I FELT INVISIBLE.
Well, basically we were gonna do shuttle runs.
And she just stood infront of me.
Then we had a bean bag fight.
Shalyn kicked my ass LITERALLY.
She was getting ready to do her long jump when I threw the beanbag at her butt.
HAH.

Okay so I haven't done my 2.4km run.
Fatin oh-super-fast one has already done it.
So she's going to run slow for me and be by my side to motivate me :D
Fatin, you the bombzxzxzx!

String.
I'm quite disappointed I'm not good enough to play for COE ):
But I guess I'm not shocked considering the maximum players from violin 2 is four.
Mr Lee was really nice though.
He wanted us all to play and he even said he loved us.
Awwww.
Isn't he the best conductor?

Mr Guan is awesome too.
My violin instructor.
He's way better than JJ.
JJ sucked la.
At least Mr Guan doesn't get pissed off like her.
I've improved a lot since he became my teacher.

-OH YES.
ONE VERY IMPORTANT PART OF TODAY.

NURUL SYAZWANI BURPED IN MY FACE TWICE.
Shocking news!
Haha, the second burp was bigger and better.

Cause I can't help falling in love with you.

2008-07-31T21:00:00.002+08:00

xxxxx
I'm sorry.
I've been blind.
Forgive me.
I should have done more.
For you.
I'm sorry.
So so sorry.
xxxxx

2008-07-31T15:29:00.002+08:00

Riot-Three Days Grace

Yohoho.
I DIDN'T TOUCH MY LAPTOP YESTERDAY D:
Had string and then tuition and then mugged for Science.
I really wish I had time to study more.
But I think I'll do well for the test.
I hope so.
I want this.
I need this.

Yesterday was fun anyway :D
Had to do corrections for malay during recess cause Cikgu wanted to collect the file.
LOL, I WAS THE LAST ONE DOING THE CORRECTIONS.
So being in the most wonderful clique, my darling friends waited for me eventhough they were super hungry and recess was gonna end XD
They were so pressurizing la!
"GOGOGO ATHIRAH. HURRY UP HURRY UP."
My hand damn pain siaaa.
Had a lot of writing.
Then while pressurizing me, they played with my hair.
LOL.

After messing it up totally, Amri tied up my hair again.
And of course, Amri tied my hair in the Amri style!
So I walked around asking people how was the new hairstyle.
Hahaha. Promoting Amri the hairstylist.
Met up with Sinthiya and Soniya.
Ate and was late for class.

Its the little things like these that make them the best damn friends.

String was really retarded.
And so was tuition.
I realised my math standard has gone down.
I used to be like Sheryl.
And now, I'm like at the bottom.
Shit.
Mdm Sheida thought it was because of ____.
I was like WHAT. NONONONO. NO WAYYY.
Haha.

Other than all that,
Today was aight.
Drama, drama.

"Harder, Harder!"
HAHA.
That joke was really sick but extremely funny, Sinthiya.

Goodbye.
I love you.
(Yes, i do.)

The wishing stars and wells, they're my only hope.

2008-07-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry no time for pictures.
No time for songs.
All I have to say here is:
Today I laughed a lot.
Who's afraid of the big bad wolf?
Johnny Bravo is the sex bomb.
Man I'm pretty.
Breasta. Breasto. You're the Breast.
Helped Mrs Sin with the DSA string people.
Mr Guan said he could see I practiced and said GOOD! :D
Mrs Sin said she knows I practice but I need to improve even more to WOW people.
Haha.
Studied Geog.
Looked through all my depressing poems.
Crapped with my sisters.
Talked to Lex.
Asked Daddy for permission to go to SingFest.
He said okay.
And then the 2nd day one was sold out.
So no point in going.
Bleh.
ARIEL, GET ME AN AUTOGRAPH FROM PCD! :DDDDDD
(haha. If you can, no pressure.)
So here I am blogging.
And today I discovered how much I dislike HER.
Shit. Athirah The Bitch Is Back D:
Oh nooooo.
Whatever.
I really don't like her.
Can't stand her now.
Don't ask who is she.
Okay seriously,
As long as she doesn't touch my Johnny Bravo,
I will continue to pretend I like her.
Shall go back to studying.

Toodles.
I love you.
(If you're ugly, I'm not talking to you.)

Bitter sweet dreams and faded memories.

2008-07-28T15:19:00.003+08:00

Hello losers.
This week is exam week.
I'm lazy to study right now.
So I shall blog.

English exam today was uhhhh.
History exam today was even more uhhhh.
Hahahaha.
Eh. There's a difference between urgh and uh okay.
Urgh is like bleh.
Uh is I'm still thinking and there's no words to describe how I feel except for Uh.
Yes? Yes.
Got It? Got it.

Rury: Do you have extra green pen?
Me: Nope, Sorry!

After a short while...

Fatin: Do you have extra green pen?
Me: Nope, Sorry!

After a while...

Rury: Fatin, do you have an extra pen?
Me: Nope, after you asked me, She asked me the same thing -.-

Fatin: Do you have the Hani one?
Me(thinks really hard): ...What Hani one?
Fatin and Nurul: The Hani one!!
Me(flips through malay file): OHHH. H-A-N-I! Yeah. But its like...
Nurul(looks at my horrible marks): Oh, nevermind. Haha.

Rury: Do you have the Hani?
Me: Nope sorry, why don't you ask Raihan for some Hani!
Rury: Haha. Raihan, do you have Hani?
Raihan: HUH?
Me(continues doing work)
Rury: Aqida, do you have the Hani one?
Aqida: The lebah(bee) one?
Me and Rury (laughs crazily)

After a while.

Me: So Rury, did you manage to get some Hani?
Rury: Yeah, Raihan the poohbear has it!
Me: Raihannnn, I need some Hani!

Hani was referring to the comprehension we had to do.
The first thought that comes to mind when you hear HANI, is Honey.

DEBORAH IS GONE.
SHE HAS MOVED TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD D:
How sad.

On the bright side,
SHAWN IS BACK.
SHE IS SITTING BEHIND ME AGAIN :D

Alrighty, I shall go study.

Tata suckers.
I love you.
(If you're a pervert and you're reading this, please go away. I do not love YOU. Sorry, hope you change from being a pervert and lead a happy life without being a perv to others :D)

If you wanted me to stay, why'd you let me leave anyway?

2008-07-27T17:23:00.003+08:00

Dangerous-Kardinal Offishall feat. Akon

Haha. Guess what?
I just realised I forgot to reply like 3 people's important msgs.
Oops XD
I shall reply them now.
I read them as soon as they were sent.
I'm a light sleeper so I wake up even at the vibration of my phone.
Was too lazy to reply then so I should probably reply now.

Anywayyy, That's a really boring thing to talk about.
After bathed, talked to LeXuan on the phone.
Then got shocked by the news I received by Ariel.
Watched tv and mugged for lit.
Now I'm watching Kimora Life In The Fab lane :D

This is really random,
I can't open durians =/
Damn.

Shall go eat coconut.

Byebye.
I love you.
(If you're some old apek reading this, please do not get excited. My I love yous aren't for you. Sorry, hope you find a nice nonya though :D )

xxxxxx
THE HILLS SEASON 4 IS COMING NEXT MONTH!
MY GOD. I'M SO EXCITED.
xxxxxx

Why does my hand fit yours this way?

2008-07-26T18:25:00.002+08:00

SCRUBS ROCKS MY SOCKS!
Its super funny la.

After watching scrubs, played badminton with Azhar.
HAHA. LOSER LA.
I won big time.
And his slipper gave way.
Retarded XD

Oh and while we were playing,
He was so sure I couldn't hit the shuttlecock but I did.
AND IT HIT HIS ASS GOOD.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I laughed till I couldn't stand up.

Hmmmmm, I feel like eating a tomato.
Yes, I should do that.

While finding you, I lost myself.

2008-07-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

I was super duper uber hyper today!
I have no idea why.
The whole day I was high.

Deborah pronounced Gerek as JEREK.
HAHA.
Hmmmm, what else was retarded during lesson time?
I cannot remember.
But what I do remember is, I couldnt stop laughing.

After school, had to do the MOE survey thing.
HAHA. I WAS SO EXCITED.
(I think Aqida noticed).
LOL, I felt like 'the chosen one'.
It felt like super exclusiveeee.

Then met up with SAR.
Went took ___ to go to _______ and bought Eleanor her present!
Made a cool lunch with SAR.
We mixed different cereals and M&Ms together :D
It was sooooo colourful.
I have a picture and its pretty.
But I'm really lazy to upload so I guess you guys just have to imagine!

I think my violin skills have improved.
Yay XD

I have loads of things I want to do tonight.
And I can't decide what I want to do first.

I miss Kimmie.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEANOR AKA HELLOPANDA.

As long as there are stars in the sky, I'll find my way back.

2008-07-24T21:09:00.003+08:00

xxxxx

It doesn't help when I talk to you,
I shouldn't.
Cause it just makes me,
Want to want you.
I can't anymore,
Its too hard,
To have to say goodbye every night.
It pierces my heart,
Not to be able to say what I want to.
Tempted to say those three words,
Each time I talk to you.
I'd rather not love you.
And I wish I never swore to you
I would Always and Forever.
But I guess,
Its better,
If I stayed away.
If only I could just,
Really convince myself to.
Another failed attempt to persuade myself,
I can live without you.
xxxxx

2008-07-24T15:01:00.002+08:00

7 things-Miley Cyrus

I <3 The House of Cards.
I <3 All 2E7-ers.
I <3 My String Mates.
I <3 My PB friends.
I <3 My Online Buddies.
I <3 My OE friends.
I <3 My Tuition pals.

A guy said the most unsual thing to me today.
"My boobs are too big!"

Better than yesterday,
Today.
Better than today,
Tomorrow.

You make me love you.

2008-07-22T17:35:00.002+08:00

Handlebars-Flobots

YelloYoooooooo.
ZANY WAS AWESOMEZXZX.
LOL, I think I look spastic in most of the pictures everybody took with me XD
Welllll, I have to go asking around for pictures took during PI and Zany.
The parade was quite boring I think.
But the performance made me laugh like mad.
With no planning, we managed to get 5th.
Not bad huh!
Just dance anyhow anyhow.
^^

After that went to Ehub with Lex, Fiz and Syiqin!
Watched THE DARK KNIGHT.
Like finallyyyyyyy.
I think it was damn freaky.
A bit disturbing at sometimes.
Why so serious?
Lets carve a smile on that face.

Then went to tuition.
Sheryl was sick so I was alone with the guys.
They were being super retarded.
Me: EEEEEEEEEHH. DON'T SHAKE THE TABLE!
(One of them shakes the table harder.)
Adam: EARTHQUAKEEEEEEE!
I was trying to draw the freaking curve line laaa!
The only sane person there today was me and LiangDa(I think).

Did work work work.
Slept.

Today nothin much happened.
I think the highlight of today was Eng and DnT.

During English...

Me: Give me any name.
Mrs Ang: Athirah.
Me: My name boring ah.
Mrs Ang: Atifah.
Me: Atifah? Who the hell is that? Sounds like a loser.
Deborah: (laughs) ATIFAH'S MY SENIOR!
Me: OMG REALLY?! SORRY!! AHAHAHAHAHA. Eh don't tell her ah.
Deborah: I don't talk to her.
Me: Why?
Deborah: Cause she's a tubist?
Me: And tubist play the tuba wearing tubes? :D

DnT was as usual, really really lamely funny.

Sadness is like gravity, all you need is a little push.

2008-07-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

An average of 35 people visit my blog per day.
That's not a lot.
You people can click the refresh button a lot not!
And and and tag.
hahaha.

I never realised how Indian I was.
LOL.

Tmr's gonna be awesome.
And, stressful.
I haven't completed my work.
Screw.

Not punk.
Not goth.
Pure geek.

You race through my veins.

2008-07-19T16:44:00.003+08:00

Change in my condition-Keegan

They say we make the choice to be happy.
Well then, I guess I've been making all the wrong choices.
So I'm going to do everyone,
And myself,
A favour.
I'm making the choice to be happy.
Last night's dream was enough to change everything.
I've been drowning myself in self pity.
I'm never alone so why should I feel alone?
If I continue at this rate, I WILL end up alone.
So I'm going to change that, and turn things around.
I've never been left alone and I'm going to keep it that way.
Love exists and I don't need to hear it from you to know that it does.
Because I love God.
And I love my Family.
And I love my Friends.
And I do still love myself.
I think that's enough to keep me breathing.

Dear God,
Thank you for showing me the way.
I've been lost for quite some time.
Thank you,
Thank you.

(:

Okay, so I reflected on my dream and everything when I woke up.
And I really think I've got the meaning of it.
And the message behind it.
I'm happy.
I am finally happy.

So happy that I watched WWE and liked it.
HAHA.
It was really retarded la.
They talked more than they wrestled!

Then got one part there was 'sexy' girls that were going to wrestle.
(I thought they were quite fat but whatever.)
So Raeis changed the channel.
And then Zahid was like "OI! CHANGE BACK LA!"

I LAUGHED LIKE MAD AND TEASED HIM ABOUT HOW HE WANTED TO SEE THE SEXY GIRLS.
LOLOLOL. FUNNY SIAAAA.

Oh and I got this quote from WWE.
"Never fight with an ugly guy, He's got nothing to lose."
AHAHAHAHAHA.

I want to watch The Dark Knight.
Anybody want to watch with me? :D
If not, I go with Muhammad only.
(HAHA. AMRI, YOU KNOW WHICH MUHAMMAD I'M TALKING ABOUT.)

Burning up for you baby.

2008-07-18T18:42:00.003+08:00

Stay close, don't go-Secondhand Serenade.

1. Izhar is high and he needs help! (Still Not Getting a B* from me, babe. HAHA.)

2. LeXuan doesn't wear clothes. She walks around naked and likes it, ALOT. (Yes lesbos and men, drool on.)

3. Sharifah is a psycho. She needs to go to the mental hospital. (Any volunteers to send this nutcase there?)

4. Ehhhh. Don't punk Haziq and Muhammad!

5. Ariel got the guitar! YAY!

6. I got invested today.

7. SHORT PEOPLE ARE BETTER THAN TALL PEOPLE.

8. I know roughly the people who I could hang with in PB.

9. That convo I had with Ratana and Noran.
Me: Omg. Look. She's talking to an ugly guy.
Ratana: HAHA. OMG. YEAH.
Noran: AHAHAHAH. HE LOOKS LIKE A RHINO.
Me: Or a H-I-P-P-O-wait! How do you spell hippopotamus again?
Noran: AHAHAHAHAH. OMG YOU DON'T KNOW? ITS H-I-P-P-O-T-A-M-U-S!
Me and Ratana: HIPPOTAMUS? ITS HIPPOPOTAMUS LA!

10. I forgot to wake up my sister today. Oops.

The CMPS presentation was rockin' by the way.
:D

Today was better.

I need to play the violin over and over again.
Must do welllllllll.

And I'd just like to say to my friends that have made me smile and laugh endlessly, Thank you.
I have one thing to say about my life,
Having Friends like you guys make my life the bombzxzx even when its really not.
Ily.

When I thought I'd be better off without you.

2008-07-17T19:39:00.002+08:00

Skyway Avenue-We The Kings

I have no idea what I did wrong.
But what she said really hurt.
I'll let you hear what you want to hear,
I give up.
I'm not good enough.
And that's that.

I've never wanted anything more than to stand infront of a speeding truck.
Now I understand why people commit suicide.

School pretty much sucked after that.
I had no mood to study, at all.

The poster fights with Noran was the highlight of my day.

Today is THURSDAY and the options are due TMR.
And I STILL don't know what I want.
Shit. I'm screwed.

Tmr is PI.
Great.

I'm sorry.
My blogposts are full of emotional things.
Its boring I know.
And I don't blame you if you stop reading.
All I can see is my life continuing to go downhill.
Maybe tmr will be better.

Knock-Knock!
Who's there?
Don't talk to strangers!
Funny right?
Just say yes la.

With no wings, I fail to fly.

2008-07-16T19:30:00.003+08:00

I just want to say that today sucked.
1. Announcement duty.
2. History test.
3. Malay test.
4. PI rehearsal.
5. No tuition.
Bleh. I don't likeeeeee.

Don't be a fool.
Stay cool,
In school.
We rule.
Don't drool.
Repair the pool,
with a tool.
Sit on a stool.
Retarded.

GIRLS SHOULD BE PRETTY.
(I am saying that in the most bimbotic way possible)

Legacy was spastic.
Laughed shit loads.

The Jo bros feat. Jojo and MoJoJoJo.
AHAHAHA.

I had to where the stupid shoes with heels in school.
And Fatin was like, "oooooh athirah. you so sexy. you makin me horneh!"
WTHHHHH. Hahaha, I WAS RUSHING TO TUITION.

There were a lot of really funny stuff today but I can't really remember so whateverrr.

I shall go do my lit and math.
If I have time read that malay book.

Baby, I can do better.

2008-07-15T15:42:00.003+08:00

Closer-Ne-yo.

Its been raining and well,
It suits how I feel.

I failed my DnT.
Mr Teo was super funny.
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.
Hahaha.

LeXuan is sick ):

Oh this morning was retarded.
Me: You can drop me off with Abang outside his school. I need to get something from someone.
Abang: You know someone from my school?! IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND FROM MY SCHOOL, I'M GONNA WHACK HIM AND YOU UPSIDE DOWN.
Me: No laaaaaa. Its nearer to the place in my school where I want to meet my friend. And YES, I DO KNOW PEOPLE FROM YOUR SCHOOL.
(hohoho. Maybe I do?-NOT.)

LOL RETARDED.
SHAWN AND SHALYN BULLY ME!
NICOLE KEEPS SPANKING MY ASS!
NORAN, NAD AND AMRI KEEP FLICKING MY EAR!
FATIN IS DANGEROUS!
ALFIZAH BANGS HER HIPS AGAINST MINE!

Okay, I have to study for history and malay now.
I have announcement duty tmr and I don't want to go to sch.
Wednesdays suck.
There's PI rehearsal till 6 too.
I'd rather go for string la man.
On the bright side, I have tuition :D

P.S. Thanks for giving a whole lot of shit about me guys. I'm sorry I've been distant and away when we're having convos. I suck really badly at being me now. I'm just... sorry.

Please don't take my sunshine away.

2008-07-14T18:26:00.002+08:00

Watching High School Musical right now.
Ahahaha.

I want to watch High School Musical 3!!!!!!!!
HAHA. I'M BEING A RETARD.

Nadirah, I WAS NOT CHECKING OUT HIS ASS.
I wasn't smiling, YOU WERE!

I burped infront of 2 seniors as they were walking past me.
And they just stared at me.
Oops?

Oh and I passed my math with a B.
Phew.
I thought I was going to fail.

Noran made me laugh like a nutcase just now.

The ball flew over the fence.
*Nudge Nudge* Me: The ball, the ball! It flew over!
Noran: Lets go throw it back :D
Some Indian guy came out of the car, picked it up and threw it over.
Me and Noran: Awww man. Stupid Indian guy!

Going to tuition soon.
Byebye :D

Cry your heart out.

2008-07-13T17:09:00.002+08:00

Last night's dream was stupid.
Here's how it went.
I went to a concert with MingMin.
I ran across the highway.
Then I was jumping from the top level down a building with LeXuan.
As I was jumping down, I reached x's house.
I was in x's house when x came in.
And x talked to me.
And after that,
I ended up at OPERA ESTATE for some reason.
Where I saw x again.
LeXuan's BROTHER asked me, "Him?"
And I said, "Yeah, that's him"
Woke up.

Religious class was boring.

Played Sims 2 the whole day.

I still believe.

2008-07-12T22:02:00.004+08:00

Youpissmeoffwithyourstupidquestions
Youneverstopasking
Whywon'tyoujustevershutupsoIcanenjoysomepeace
That'swhatIwant
Forpeopletostopaskingmequestions
I'mtiredofthinkingI'mtiredofmylifeI'mtired
IfeellikeIhavenothingtolivefor.

Wepassbyeachotherliketotalstrangers
Weusedtobesoclose
Itallmatters
Ican'ttakethedifferencebetweennowandthen
We'resocloseyetsofar
AmItheonlyonethinkingaboutthis
Howweusedtotalkeveryday
Andweknewsomuchabouteachother
IthoughtI'dbetheoneyoucouldalwaystalkto
Butthat'sprettyscrewedup
Ican'tevenstartaconversationwithyouanymore
Itallrunsdryandweendupnotsayinganything
I'mangrybecausemyholidaysfeltsoemptywithoutevenseeingyouonce
Anditkillsmeto
knowthatIdon'tknow
anythinganymore.

2008-07-12T12:18:00.006+08:00

Hi. Hey. Heyya. Heyho. Hello. Hohohello. Ello. Ellowzz. Yelloyo. Yo. Wassup. Wazzuh.

Called Ariel at 11.3o last night.
Got high and talked to her till 12+.
Laughed like mad.
We couldn't decide who to prank.
We decided on Izhar.
But wth. His prepaid no money.
Haha stupid la manzxzx.

JT SO HOTT.

Fergilicious is stuck in my head.

Always-Blink 182.

Zahid kept calling me Kakak Athirah -.-
Just to annoy me with the KAKAK part.
Def Jam-ed!
Carrom-ed!
Badminton-ed!
Skooter-ed!
Donkey-ed!
Murderer-ed!

Don't mess with the champ, ~~chump~~ chum-bucket!

I'm sorry I meant every word I said.

2008-07-11T20:04:00.003+08:00

Moving along-Metro Station.

I'll start this post by saying I think my friends are just wonderful.
Haha and House of Cards is super systematic manzxzx.
Having 13 people in the clique makes it so easy.
At least we are know we'll never be hungry or thirsty and we'd always have seats.

Oh, I heard the people who didn't bring thermometers were given detention?
D:
Woah.
Chose the right day to remember to bring.
Haha.

P.E. was retarded.
My ass hurts now.
And my knee.
Noran, THE CRAWLING RACE WAS A BAD IDEA.
Haha. MY KNEE STILL BURNSSSSSSSSS.

The rest of the day was quite bleh-ish.
Well, my options are D to J. (Which means no ABC.)
So demoralizing ):
I'm gonna work my ass off to get A-J.

I got my sci test marks back.
16.5/25.
Thats a B3.
I guess I'm happy I did better than most people in my class.
The ave. in class is 13.
Come on man, I want that A.

Mr Teo passed by me today and he said I didn't do well for Dnt ):
Oh well.
Must have failed I guess.

Sulphur is now SULFUR.

Speaker: Does anybody know who this man is?
Audience: Paddy Chew!
Speaker: And who is Paddy Chew?
Me(to Nurul and Soniya): Someone who likes pads and chewing?
Soniya: Someone who likes chewing pads!

AAHAHAHAHAHA.
(no disrespect to the dead)

You've got a hold on me.

2008-07-10T20:18:00.001+08:00

When drawing graphs isn't working, try drawing hands.

1. NUSAIBA A. LATIF ROCKS MY WORLD. I LOVE HER. AND I DON'T THINK I SAY THAT ENOUGH. She's been just about the best friend I could ever have. Life without her would be impossible. I'd just. DIE. I just thought, I'd say this to the world. You're one of the most special people God has sent to me and I am most thankful. I'd be lost if I didn't have you. Thanks best friend, for everything.

2. I saw a HUGE Black grasshopper this morning.

3. I feel distant. Away from the house of cards and away from my family.

4. Sign language with Noran is awesomatic.

5. Vaishnavi can go high on the swings. Going to the playground lets us be five again. Finally.

6. I think my blog will die.

7. I miss Aizan.

8. I've soften. My ego has died and I've been beaten and bruised but I'm still trying.

9. I've laughed so hard today that I couldn't even climb the stairs.

10. I wish I knew how.

When it all goes down.